Wednesday Jul 28, 2004

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the asgard has magners on tap, i think i drank half of what there is last night. brazil is an awesome movie
i want to go dance
::happy dances::
who loves kitty? are these your shoes?
::barfs in them:: who loves kitty?
whoa...so much coffee

Saturday Jul 24, 2004

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was looking over my livejournal archive and found and old entry that just made me feel humbled by my crazy ways that only until recently have somewhat subsided

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ahhhh drugs...food for the wretched, misbegotten soul...say cheese!!! 07:58 pm

took a trip to the hospital...found out zyprexa is non toxic...i think pretty much all of them are..which is better for me...seeing how my pact is...
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xrevolverx:
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almostamaranth:
thanks right back at ya

Saturday Jul 24, 2004

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up and down and up again..living the life of a bipolar is never predictable
all i need are some good hugs, happy thoughts and busy time
i cant wait to start working again
slow time is homicidal urge time
im tired
which means maybe ill sleep
without waking up lonely and sad
let me move already!!!
nursing leftover cherry coke and whiskey
i dont know...
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Friday Jul 23, 2004

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vermont was kick ass, but now im home and dorchester depresses me..i want to move already!!!
i start working at the circus after next week, cause the stupid convention is retarded
girard is awesome
gimmie some sugar baby
matt is awesome too
i need a drink
who wants chocolate?
catch:
I need a drink too, and sugar.

i guess we can chill soon.

Thursday Jul 15, 2004

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i think i need to find a hole, on a deserted island and stay there. cause i hate people. and i cant deal being overemotional and crap. this is pathetic. im going to go kill something.ta
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xrevolverx:
Hey Beautiful.

You should send me a picture of yourself so I can crop it up for you and you can put it up there where that foolish silhouette is. Then people can start dropping dead when they see it. Dropping dead is always fun.

Text me when you get back from far away places.
catch:
well good luck finding something to kill, you'll need it cause "somethings" are usually inanimate. You might want to try killing someone or some animal, or some plant.

I think you should try killing a tree, cause it doesn't have any feelings anyway and its remains can be put to good use, fire wood and paper for the cold and paperless, i'm sure you can smoke the leaves somehow. I wonder what smoking a redwood would taste like.

You could kill animals but thats messy and its hard to find someone who can cook it for you. And people, well for some reason they don't like getting killed much. animals and plants don't care cause that's their lot in life, to get killed and eaten by us. But humans have a tendancy to bitch about the whole death thing. And they don't taste good, excapt for babies apparently acording to Gryfinnbutt.

Tuesday Jul 13, 2004

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lease signing later this week..everytime the phone rings im hoping its about a job. ozzfest rocked. never knew dimmu borgia was so cool. the singer has a voice like gozer the traveler from GHOSTBUSTERS. hail satan!
catch:
yes hail satan!!!

Thursday Jul 08, 2004

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fuck you fuck you and fuck you..with a moldy broom. i hate looking for apts. i settled for one i dont really like, but hated the least. still no job. reaching the end of this steady manic inclined phase, am hoping im not losing my marbles. i hate change and i hate drama and my mind hates people who suck...and me.. TURN IT OFF!

i...
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almostamaranth:
yeah its been super sucky and depressing..well at least concerning jobs and apt living stuffs...but theres always candy..candy makes everything better, until you get fat. fuck that.
catch:
jesus, eat a baby and calm down hunny.

this anger is obviously due to low vitamin B, the b is for baby.

[Edited on Jul 10, 2004 8:44PM]