Ok first of all just gotta let you know I'm not emo just feeling sad but feeling kinda emo, but not that kind of cut myself and the world is not perfect emo, just sad.
So I've been keeping this in since the 24th cause I didn't want to bring down everybodys' mood down for the festive season, so its kinda over I guess its safe now? Christmas for me is really quiet this year, no celebrations, no gatherings and worst no presents! O.o *Gasp!* haha
Well living in Asia and not in a christian or catholic family, christmas, "technically" the day to worship the one named Jesus, to me it is a day to just spend time with the family and to receive presents! Ummm... I mean give presents *dart eyes* :P Usually at this time of the year I'm spending time with the cousins or family celebrating christmas but this year a few of my cousins decided to go overseas, so the remaining of us decided not to have the celebration this year cause it won't be the same without them. What about your parents? you might ask, well my mom's didn't think that my cousins and I will cancel the celebration so she and my dad went out to meet their friends.
So pretty much, I spent christmas alone in my room this year, in front of the computer, on this site going through the vids and blogs of how peeps are going to celebrate christmas and pictures of them with their families. Yes I'm single haha Anyways! I didn't think that it'll affect me but bit by bit it just took over me and I was pretty much crying on the inside, missing the happy moment that happens just once every year.
So, if you have noticed, I didn't comment on almost anything on this site since yesterday, cause I just couldn't think of anything nice to say as I just wasn't my happy usual self. Well if you have nothing nice to say don't say anything hey? I'm just this sad ball on my bed lazing about my room, still, feeling bad inside and idky. BUT I still really really do hope you guys enjoyed christmas as much as your family and friends did and happy holidays to you and your families guys! :)
So! On to happier things I've currently curbing this emoness by living many lives, killing zombies on Walking Dead Season 2, slaying dragons as the Dovakinn in Skyrim and robbing banks and waylaying cargo trucks in Payday 2. Also! I watched The Hobbit, Desolation of Smaug!!! Oh my god! It was freaking good! I don't know about you guys there was this major fight scene, with elves, dwarves, orcs and one hobbit, and it was awesome!!! They were giving pin badges away at the cinema and one of them is a replica of Bilbo's button.
If you haven't watched it I'd so totally recommend you to go watch it! :D
This is for you Hobbit fans :D
Anyways thanks for taking your time to read this, I just have to let it out. Hopefully I'll feel better in the morning, fingers crossed >.< and to those who are alone this year for Christmas, know that you are not alone :) Once again thank you so much for reading this and happy holidays guys! I love this community loads and its like my second internet home so a big kiss from me to you Mwuarks! ahem! <insert gruff voice> a manly hug to the guys out there :P
Joke of the day:
A guy came home in the middle of the night and was worried that his sleeping wife might be angry with him the next morning, he lifted the covers and ate out the lady in his bed, till she was in cloud 9, then he passed out on the bed from the alcohol in his system. The next morning he woke up finding just himself in bed, he went downstairs to the the kitchen and saw his wife smiling to herself. "Hey baby, how was your night?" he asked her with a wink. She looked at him smiling and said "My mom stayed over last night and sleeping on the couch was horrible but I have never seen my her smile like this for such a long time!"
