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Sometimes I struggle for things to say on here.

Tomorrow I am going to go play with horses after band practice. My dilemna is that horses scare me. I mean, seriously, those are some big ass beasts. But I shall conquer my fears.

Sometimes I struggle for things to say on here. Like now.
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emily_m:
Ooo, I'll have to try Hidden Valley Fiesta Ranch. Sounds good.

So explain why you hate Walmart. I just go there because I am a poor college student, and Walmart is cheap. I'm interested to know what your views on Walmart are, though.
gigi:
I hope playing with horses was fun. I'm slightly scared of them too - although they're beautiful.
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Tomorrow (December 1st) is world AIDS day.

Yes, AIDS is still a huge problem, even in this age of global terror.
gigi:
frown

Sad, but true.
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Okay, I have decided that it is definitely time for a reality check on myself. I am not okay. And no matter how much I say or pretend that I am, it will not make it so. I am relapsing into the same negative disposition that ruined me for years before. And I guess I never totally got over it. I see my past problems...
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tryphyna:
wow, i read your journal entry from friday, and thought it was my own writing! except for the alcohol; i'm more of a fine herb type of girl. wink

btw - you're only 23. that's not too old for second chances, nor for exploring other possibilities/situations/etc.

i wish you all the best in getting through this time of your life. i'm 26 and still going through it. it's been nine years now, though i have good times thrown in occasionally.

meds just make me numb. then i don't care what the hell i do to anyone. kinda sad.
chickenm0use:
path of self-destruction.

sounds like what im on.....im such a paranoid person that it takes me forever to make friends when i move and forever to trust people.....i go through stages where im happy for a while and then depressed for a really long time.....the littlest things send me somewhere into the past where something bad occurred....i generally try to keep myself down for the fear that if i dont i will only end up getting hurt even more in the end.........most of the time i feel that my life runs in a constant circle of three months......every three months something big and drammatic happens and everythings different....sometimes for the better sometimes for the worse...... robot
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A Pointless Update:

School is winding down slowly, but surely. Es muy bueno.

New bass player is friggin' rock n' roll. Es bueno, tambein. I hope he sticks around, as I am tired of playing for bare trailer walls and half empty liquor bottles.

Mi espanol es mal, pero no quiero hablar una lingua de un otro pais. Nadie compenden.

I finished the first draft...
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birdy:
It's less polished because I had no time.
But I wanted to jot something down to make myself feel better.
They can't all be gems.
chiclet:
crooked noses can be sexy, you know, like TOM CRUISE...or something...i dunno ... uhh...eat lots of turkey!!!!!
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Dude, the DBT show last night was so friggin' rock n' roll that I cannot put it aptly into words, it must be done in rhetorical metaphor, via "If they mated"... More rock than if Ronnie and Neal from Skynard mated with Ted Nuggent and their bastard love-child rocked the mic with the Boss, Buckethead, Auf Der Maur, Ken Bethea, Stevie Ray and Max Weinberg...
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gigi:
You are 150% right about personalized mix tapes-CDs being the best gifts. I still have the first one my now husband gave me in high school, and it's one of my favorite belongings. love

I'm glad the DBT show rocked. Hope your weekend is just as good! biggrin biggrin biggrin
baby_square:
everyone seems to be jumping ship these days. confused
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It is a dark day in American history. I am too bummed to go into specific detail of what I think. I have some issues with how some of this was handled... but a later date.

All I will say is there is a silver lining...

Bush will now have to answer for his mistakes and take the blame when our country goes to shit....
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heathavoid:
if only it were that easy....
heresy2007:
We are walking slowly along the path of the collapse of this nation. You hit it right on the head with your description. Economically, socially, physically this nation cannot sustain itself at this rate. The only problem is that war (as we are seeing plus more) will be our last ditch effort to maintane power at all costs. This nation's death rattle will be like none heard before. It will shake the planet.

All we can do is struggle against it. We may never stop it, but we can atleast try.
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First... Got bass? Anyone? NO? Ok.
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PLEASE, PLEASE, Everyone, PLEASE....

GO OUT AND VOTE.

It is so important this time. No matter who wins, it is important for people who feel that the last four years have been wrong and unjust in so many shocking ways to go out and say so. Otherwise, it sends the message that we don't care. That we...
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birdy:
Oh, but I am having a Birthday party this Saturday, with a James Joyce theme.
birdy:
Okay.
I didn't send it to the AOL,
I replied to your YAHOO one.
That explains it.
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Still auditioning bassists. Come on kids, help me out to find someone... I don't want to be doing this for a friggin' month or more. It sucks.
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Dude, I guess I am just computer stupid. That is an actual scanned photo, and it still came out all crappy and blurred and distorted. Maybe I need to get out the digital camera and actually learn...
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chiclet:
i also considered trying to get some girls from the site to go with me and terrorize the yuppie spawn, but, really, who would want to go to somebody ELSE's crappy reunion? smile

okay, a weekend.

i'll steal my boyfriend's bass and leavea Dear John note.
chickenm0use:
im learning how to play the bass but then again im no where near Keller and i suck and im slow.

thats a really fucking horrible thing to say.....oh the things they could say of america, that would be most likely be truthful....like that were evil devil worshipping warmongers etc. etc. etc.
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First, our band needs a NEW BASS PLAYER. If anyone lives near DFW and plays bass (or know someone who does) and want to play in a band, let me know. I have bass gear.
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I just got the new Drive-By Trucker's album, The Dirty South. I know what you are thinking... "The Drive-By TRUCKERS?! The dirty SOUTH?! What kind of asinine, inbred, hick...
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nineteen:
you're all into blaming the poor neurotransmitters for everything. poor guys. good thing they have no feelings - they just make you feel. ha.

hey. the murmmurs - is my memory fucking with me, or was there a song, from long ago, something about "there's dust on my guitar you fuck and it's all your fault... ohhh you paralyze my mind and for that you suck..." cuz if so... cool. if not... please disreguard.
nineteen:
only because you strike me as incredibly intelligent and The Cool... i am now all wondering if perhaps i need to find myself a copy of the drive-by truckers.

and i do care about the new profile pic. i really do. because this one... it's just... i know you can do better. in fact... i demand for better-ness! [wait... are we on a level yet where i am allowed to be demanding? likely not... but it's always worth a shot. not to say i tend to be demanding. i'm just saying.....]
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Potato chips are my kryptonite... particularly Hooter's Dill Pickle potato chips... with a C2 coke. Man oh man.

My cat thinks he owns me. Don't know what to do about that, but it's starting to get to me.

I think I am finally going to change my profile pic on here to something that is not taken on a crap ass web cam. It might...
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chickenm0use:
"obviously drunk... or transexual stripper in my lap?"

damn thats a very hard choice and i can see the difficultly making a decision there....

i would say just go for a new one but i dont think you want to do that either...........

so how about a forth option?

photoshop the pics to where your obviously drunk with a transexual stripper on you lap ARRR!!!

(and how could you miss bowling! ? bowlings awesome skull )

[Edited on Oct 11, 2004 4:08PM]
chickenm0use:
"Actually, I looked through the old pics and I am sadly overly enebriated in the stripper pic too. So I think we're safe either way."

well damn i would just go with the kitty picture then...
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Eysenck's Test Results

Extraversion (21%) low which suggests you are very quiet, unassertive, and aloof.
Neuroticism (82%) high which suggests you are very worrying, insecure, emotional, and nervous.
Psychoticism (60%) moderately high which suggests you tend to be offensive, uncooperative, and rebellious.

Take Eysenck's EPQ-R based Personality Testpersonality tests by similarminds.com
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spunkrockj:
The big 2-2, actually. wink
toolgirl:
Yep, I'm a geezer! smile
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If Saddah Hussein's sons (Ouday and Qusay)were named in Pig Latin, they would actually be pronounced "Do" and "Suck".

Do suck.

Just some food for thought.

On a self reflective note... I haven't added anyone to my friend's list in months. (or bothered to remove those who left). Isn't the point of cyber-space to escape who you are in the real world? I am repeating...
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chiclet:
i dont like you either.

i kid! i kid!!

pulling in 100,000 a year does sound rather appealing now...

i'll be sure to be back from law school before you are ready to pitch your book. then you'll have suuuuuper agent. tho i doubt my boss would pay me 100k a year to do the contracts for the office. i'll just feel smarter.