One thing that bothers me: People who have absolutely no problems with education. People who have glided through high school and on into college, (without taking any time off in between the two) maintaining high grade point averages all the way without even breaking a sweat. To say I'm jealous is an understatement; I'm bitterly angry with envy.
For reasons that I'm still somewhat unsure of, I've struggled with schooling ever since I entered junior high. I feel I was lucky to even get a high school diploma. And I'll be attending college beginning this summer. The only reason I've finally decided to go to college is because I'm tired of floundering around without any direction. I have accomplished absolutely nothing in the 4 years I've been out of high school. I'm expecting college to be painfully difficult. I just keep hoping that I'll be able to force myself to get through it.
I have my doubts.
For reasons that I'm still somewhat unsure of, I've struggled with schooling ever since I entered junior high. I feel I was lucky to even get a high school diploma. And I'll be attending college beginning this summer. The only reason I've finally decided to go to college is because I'm tired of floundering around without any direction. I have accomplished absolutely nothing in the 4 years I've been out of high school. I'm expecting college to be painfully difficult. I just keep hoping that I'll be able to force myself to get through it.
I have my doubts.
[Edited on Jan 02, 2004 5:21AM]
I feel the same way about college...but you're starting in the summer? I'm going to *attempt* the Fall semester, I think. Are you going to take just a couple classes?