To the vivacious new friend I made,
What I meant was I lost myself. I thought I had a pretty good idea of what I was all about, what I was doing here, who I was going to become and what kind of people I wanted to include in my life.
But, as it turns out, that ship not only drifted a bit of course, it sank and threre are crustaceans living in that dead vessel at the bottom of the sea.
In short, I thought i had a good idea of who I was and I had finally made peace with myself. But, it was false. Back to searching for me again!
What I meant was I lost myself. I thought I had a pretty good idea of what I was all about, what I was doing here, who I was going to become and what kind of people I wanted to include in my life.
But, as it turns out, that ship not only drifted a bit of course, it sank and threre are crustaceans living in that dead vessel at the bottom of the sea.
In short, I thought i had a good idea of who I was and I had finally made peace with myself. But, it was false. Back to searching for me again!
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I found that. And slowly but surely, it's coming back. And my credo of "nothing in life is permanent but you" is coming back to haunt me. I don't feel that I'm really chasing anything. But, I'm trying to let it come to me. Maybe I should be thankful those ideas and feelings are long gone. Maybe that was the wrong way to live, even if I was ultimately happy and feeling at ease.
Who knows..... Not I
just fuckin' enjoy it. what's got you thinkin' too much anyhow? i find when i'm feelin' down about that kinda shit its because i'm thinkin' too much.. im me sometime. we can talk shit.