Ive never hurt so much in my life. I seriously can't explain the pain inside that I am dealing with at the moment. why am I so horrible at life and why are things so hard for me to deal with. I just found out my ex is getting married. I fucked everything up and I was fucknig in love I seriously don't know what the fuck I did and why but I did and its hurt so bad everyday. Know I find this out and I seriously can not explain the feeling I felt right away. My body got extremely warm and tinkley and I thought I was gonig to vomit imidately. god why to I fuck everything up so much. I seriously feel like im dying. my life is hell and I let it be this way. I create this fucknig hell that I live in and I hate myself everyday for it. I straight up jsut walked out of work right now because I broke down. I can't beleive what I have done why I let this happen.
It jsut seems that I let all the shit build and build until I totally fucknig loss it. I seriously wish I was not alive right now it hurts so bad.
It jsut seems that I let all the shit build and build until I totally fucknig loss it. I seriously wish I was not alive right now it hurts so bad.
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life goes on...things change.
wonderful quote. Lance also says that after you get dumped a few times it wont hurt so much. i still love you though. word.