I can't seem to snap out of my depression lately. I always go down hill when my husband comes home. It's not the coming home part, it's the leaving. I am so fucking lonely!
I have to get a job. I don't think I should have a problem finding one I love. I sent my resume out to 2 veterinary hospitals and I already have 2 responses. I need a job to keep me from going insane. That and we need the extra money, for something else I want...
A baby. I've wanted, I mean REALLY wanted a baby since I was 19...even tried via AI...and I don't want to wait any longer. Thing is is that the way we have to go about it is expensive. $600+ a month. It's either that or do it the old fashoin way...but with someone else. I just don't think I could do that.
I have to get a job. I don't think I should have a problem finding one I love. I sent my resume out to 2 veterinary hospitals and I already have 2 responses. I need a job to keep me from going insane. That and we need the extra money, for something else I want...
A baby. I've wanted, I mean REALLY wanted a baby since I was 19...even tried via AI...and I don't want to wait any longer. Thing is is that the way we have to go about it is expensive. $600+ a month. It's either that or do it the old fashoin way...but with someone else. I just don't think I could do that.

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Good luck on the job though. Sounds like you're gonna do some pretty good work.
Aside from how it sounds like im only wanting it for the image, i really want a family.
I hear ya hunny...i hear ya. If you want it, then do it.
Keep rockin sister.