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Wednesday Mar 10, 2004

Mar 10, 2004
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So here I am again, thinking about you when I shouldnt be. Everyone is telling me to be single for a while and figure out what I want out of life. I know with your move back to California and my recent breakup we should both take time and get things situated. I dont know yet what kind of emotional bullshit I will go through and the last thing I want to do is take out all my past relationship crap on you. I know its for the better that I stay away from you until I know I wont put you through hell. I just hope it doesnt take that long because I love spending time with you. You make me feel so alive. I dont want to hurt you so for that reason and that reason alone I will stay away. It will be hard, but I will find away.
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disruptive:
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Mar 11, 2004
pearl:
Hey Beauty, be strong. You're the best thing you've got. Take your time, and it will come to you. I used to have this poster that had a drawing of a sleeping woman at the bottom, and the poster said something like this:

I saw a woman sleeping.

In her sleep, she dreamt Life stood before her, and held in each hand a gift - in the one hand Love and in the other hand Freedom. And she said to the woman, "Choose".

And the woman waited long, and she said, "Freedom".

And Life said, "Thou hast well chosen. If thou hadst said 'Love", I would have given thee that thou didst ask for, and I would have gone from thee, and returned to thee no more. Now, the day will come when I shall return. On that day I shall bear both gifts in one hand."

I heard the woman laugh in her sleep.


Awesome, right? You've got the world at your feet.
kiss
Mar 12, 2004

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