hey guys! I just came home from work and I'm not reeeeally sure about how am I supposed to feel. It's my first christmas away from my family and because it is not enough, they are ashamed of me because they found out that I was on suicide girls! yay. everyone's talking about me on my hometown, at least they talk good but they can't feel anything else but shame when it comes to be parents of a girl that's naked on the internet. I'm sad about all this. my birthday will be on january 3rd and they won't say a word.. I bet. they are really rigid when it comes to education and things that they always tried to avoid. when I was 2 I was always watching german porn, lol... i know right. boobs are my life since ever. I'm always touching boobs. since I was little. I was 15 and I had my phone full with SG girls and alt models, on first dates I had a must: showing to the boy the video of Radeo and Sash making out. I told my parents: you can't change me. you can't change my mind. I was born with this spirit. I have a dirty mind and a heavy sensitive heart. I love women's bodies! I love my body and i feel good about showing it, even knowing that I'm not perfect. - they did not understand and they never will. I'm feeling really really alone. It's like if my mind and conscience were split apart from my body, soul and heart. In part, I'm sad and disappointed because I wanted my family support in this, but I know that my future will not be on my family's hands. I want them to leave me by myself, let me decide, let me make my mistakes and take with their consequences. I want to live, not what they want me to live but what I want to live. I want to be surrounded by hot ladies, do my art works, keep writing, travell anytime I want to anywhere I want.. I want to be free. they'll always have me by the heart. "família vai ser sempre família, aconteça o que acontecer" family will always be family, whatever happens - in portuguese. ❤️
ANYWAY, leaving all the drama behind, I WISH YOU ALL A SUPER FAT CHRISTMAS! enjoy it with the ones you love ❤️❤️
*as a christmas gift, I want my set to be FP* PLEEEEASE ❤️🙏
kiss kiss,
Undine
