Y'all haven't seen me for awhile.
I know I promised I'd be about after the 18th, but since then I've gotten a second job (and a third, if you count the babysitting I'm doing tomorrow). This still isn't paying for a new laptop for me (damn, I feel poor) so my online time remains teh limited. Poo. Life maybe frees up in mid-January. Maybe something else will crowd everything else out.
I have a new dream. I want to be a teacher. Bad. Elementary Integrated (with special needs) or High School Drama & Theatre (with secondary certification in Social Studies).
How exciting! I know what programs I want to go to and EVERYTHING! (Columbia for the first, NYU for the second)
Big problem. I can't afford them. I can't afford the (up to a) year of student teaching that I'd have to do, leaving me unable to work full-time. My boyfriend can't support us. He also managed to ruin my credit, so I'm not getting any nice loans anytime soon.
I never thought this would happen to me.
It's hardly my biggest problem. My tooth broke two days ago and I have no kind of insurance at all. I don't have enough money for my bills this month. I'm working a 13 day stretch right now, with a 20 day stretch coming up next month. I have no time to look for another job, let alone socialize (saves me money, hurts my soul), cook for myself (hurts my wallet, keeps me alive), care for my animals (read: irate cats), shop, or much else. I'm sure I've been this busy before. College was this bad, I'm positive. No it wasn't, cause I was doing some things I genuinely LIKED or even LOVED.
But there's good news. My boyfriend and I will surely be moving out of our terrible one and into a vastly better one (but with less rooms) within the next two months. Definitely a good thing.
So how are you? I've missed you!
Love to you...
I know I promised I'd be about after the 18th, but since then I've gotten a second job (and a third, if you count the babysitting I'm doing tomorrow). This still isn't paying for a new laptop for me (damn, I feel poor) so my online time remains teh limited. Poo. Life maybe frees up in mid-January. Maybe something else will crowd everything else out.
I have a new dream. I want to be a teacher. Bad. Elementary Integrated (with special needs) or High School Drama & Theatre (with secondary certification in Social Studies).
How exciting! I know what programs I want to go to and EVERYTHING! (Columbia for the first, NYU for the second)
Big problem. I can't afford them. I can't afford the (up to a) year of student teaching that I'd have to do, leaving me unable to work full-time. My boyfriend can't support us. He also managed to ruin my credit, so I'm not getting any nice loans anytime soon.
I never thought this would happen to me.
It's hardly my biggest problem. My tooth broke two days ago and I have no kind of insurance at all. I don't have enough money for my bills this month. I'm working a 13 day stretch right now, with a 20 day stretch coming up next month. I have no time to look for another job, let alone socialize (saves me money, hurts my soul), cook for myself (hurts my wallet, keeps me alive), care for my animals (read: irate cats), shop, or much else. I'm sure I've been this busy before. College was this bad, I'm positive. No it wasn't, cause I was doing some things I genuinely LIKED or even LOVED.
But there's good news. My boyfriend and I will surely be moving out of our terrible one and into a vastly better one (but with less rooms) within the next two months. Definitely a good thing.
So how are you? I've missed you!
Love to you...
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I am hoping that there are good things for you, even in the midst of problems. You're one of the people from around here that are always in my thoughts, even when they are away.
Take care of yourself.