Well I knew how it was if you really must know, the outcome I mean it was rather ironic was it not? What will become of this I wonder, after all it was my mistake, hope I mean. Can I ever repay the words that cut deepest, I can accept all of the cold nights as settlement. I wonder if you remember that night in the rain, you with your mask and I with mine as we subtly danced around ideas and inclinations. These trees no longer comfort me with their rustling, though it does not seem that a cactus will do much at that. Maybe if I cling to the furthest reaches of Earth the innocence can be regained, after all what are needs when theyre not met, well wishes I suppose, never more. Funny actually how pain is created by the very rain that washes it away, yet I wonder, when the ice melts, will you still be standing there?, will I, or will the search for fools gold begin once more. I am a man with a hat and a pan in hand, searching for the ultimate nothing, the dream of sleep.
THE CALENDAR HUNG ITSELF!
THE CALENDAR HUNG ITSELF!
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
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When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me
You used to captivate me
By your resonating light
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
[Chorus]
I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along
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