allan

awake alone in a womens room i hardly know........
awake alone pretend that i am finally home.........
the room is littered with the books and note books......
i imagine what they say like "shoo fly don't bother me".
and i can hardly get out of this bed for fear of......
never lying in this bed again.................
oh christ im not that desperate.......................
oh no.....
oh god......
i am.........
how'd i end up here to begin with...............
i dont know.........................................
why do i always start what i cant finish.........
i dont know......................
oh please dont ask the questions to all those ugly answers..........................
my egos like my stomach it keeps shitting when i feel it...................
and maybe i dont want to finish anything............
any more...................
and maybe ill wait on the bed till she comes home........
and whispers..........
"your'e in my web now, im going to wrap you up tight till its time to bite down".......
awake alone in a womens room i hardly know..........
awake alone pretend that i am finally home............