Monday May 23, 2005

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i.will.still.have.a.connection.with.my.family.and.my.boss.and.my.classmates. and.alot.of. other.things.........so.why.live?




Somone.show.me.a.meaning. to.somthing.meaningless.and.i.will.believe. that.living.and.loving.are .truly.worth.breathing. for.



I.honestly.thought.i.could. come.to. grips.and.acceptance.with.the.fact.that.my.old.friends.didnt.think.about. me...or.even. miss.my.company.. ..but.i.was.wrong... .knowing.factually.that.i.am.NOT. needed.in. somones.life.hurts..... .but.hopfully .i.have.been. impressionable. even.if.it.means .they.want.to .tear .my.eyes .out.. .atleast.i. am.not .forgotten. ..right?


I.have.also.come. to.believe.that.HATEING.and .LOATHING.people....(the.ones.who.you.can .potentially.avoid.especially)isnt.worth.it....if.i.waste .my.time. just.dwelling.on.how.much.i.dispise. these.people.then. i.will.never.be.able.to.forget .them .or.the.pain.they .have .put.me.through.



I.know.that.i.still .need.my .other.half.in .this.life.even .if.it.be.a. momentous.thing.. .like.a.puppy.or.a.flower.. .i.need .somthing. or.somone.that.i. cant.spiritually.connect. with...or.i.will.go.crazy....Hopfully.i. will.find. somone.that.i.cant .spend.a.short.eternity. with.... .........Any.takers?
rahepsi:
I think that you will find that other half in your life. It's a trying thing to move through life without them. But once you find them, you will realize that all this meaningless bullshit you have to put up with it, was well worth finding that one.

Be well sweet.
etterna:
Remember that you are very much needed in your own life!

Give yourself a treat today kiss

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