When somone tells you that they are inlove with you. you start to entrust that person with your emotions.
I am soooooooooo fucking over this: My "great friends" saying they want to hang out with me.. and theyll call me...they call me 3 hours later when they are hanging out with eachother... adn they are drunk/stoned, telling me how much fun they are having............without me. I'm sooo fucking over this shit. i'm just gonna say fuck it. is it even worth being friends with ..let alone girlfriends... with LuciaFurr.. i told her to give me 2 good reasons why i should be pissed... and she gave me none.. so... fuck it.
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Last nite i hung out with Drew (girl pants boy) for like... 5 1/2 hours... it was neat... we sat down by the river.....cuddling.. kissing......heavy petting.... more cuddling... holding.....more kissing..... nuzzling....cuddling.....kissing...kissing....
thats when i decided that BACON flavoured condoms would be cool.
I know him and i could never be together for real... he lives out in bumfuckville... and its really far drive.. he parents are weird about girls.. and i would probobly only get to see him like 3-4 times a week.. that would suck. as much as i really really really like him and care about him. that wouldnt be enough... so i guess i HAVE to deal with seeing him... everyone once in a while... and... i dont know... deal.
I cant make him want to be with me...
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i have orientation on the 14 at La James... and i start school there on the 29th.. i'm so nervous! I hope everyone likes me. or atleast there are some hot chicks to gawk at or somthing....
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I have a sort photoset of my hair hairdoo on PSW if you wanna check it out.
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Anyways..
Life Sucks.
I am soooooooooo fucking over this: My "great friends" saying they want to hang out with me.. and theyll call me...they call me 3 hours later when they are hanging out with eachother... adn they are drunk/stoned, telling me how much fun they are having............without me. I'm sooo fucking over this shit. i'm just gonna say fuck it. is it even worth being friends with ..let alone girlfriends... with LuciaFurr.. i told her to give me 2 good reasons why i should be pissed... and she gave me none.. so... fuck it.
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Last nite i hung out with Drew (girl pants boy) for like... 5 1/2 hours... it was neat... we sat down by the river.....cuddling.. kissing......heavy petting.... more cuddling... holding.....more kissing..... nuzzling....cuddling.....kissing...kissing....
thats when i decided that BACON flavoured condoms would be cool.
I know him and i could never be together for real... he lives out in bumfuckville... and its really far drive.. he parents are weird about girls.. and i would probobly only get to see him like 3-4 times a week.. that would suck. as much as i really really really like him and care about him. that wouldnt be enough... so i guess i HAVE to deal with seeing him... everyone once in a while... and... i dont know... deal.
I cant make him want to be with me...
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i have orientation on the 14 at La James... and i start school there on the 29th.. i'm so nervous! I hope everyone likes me. or atleast there are some hot chicks to gawk at or somthing....
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I have a sort photoset of my hair hairdoo on PSW if you wanna check it out.
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Anyways..
Life Sucks.
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Life is full of misery so that we may recognize the good moments... When they do come.
ewww... i thought fruit flavored was enough
=-> Alecks