Got a new PSW set.. me and Cloe, hot kittie, oh!
Could it be, me and Drew(girl pants boy) will be.... trying to mend things?
I have a few big crushes on SG Members!!!!! eepp!
heres a short list:
1. LuciaFurr(duh)
2. Burning_In_H20
3. Stab_Twist_Pull
4.code_caducus
shhh... dont tell them!!!
Listening To: Murder By Death- "Drama Queen"
Feeling: Depressed over Travis..
Why you ask?: so what if i come on too strong. i told him straight up i had feelings for him and to not mess around with me cuz i will only like him more... and what does he do... trys to fuck me. ( i didnt do it though ), but i did find out he was fucking some other chick, so i guess he didnt NEED me after all. I just assuming that since i havnt talked to him in like. what... a fucking week.
I sat on my fatass today. and watched part of "The Simple Life" man.. i've been saying "thats hot" for like 7 years, and now when i say it ppl are like "okay Paris", ugh.
I need to clean my room.
Is it wrong that it makes me mad when ive been listening to a band for year and then they have a song on the radio and every little fucking poser is like... ex. "OMG have you ever heard of Howie Day? hes soo cool" and its like.... ugh. hes been around for a few years. i dunno it just pisses me off, cuz its like... i listened to somthing great. and very small group of people listens to unknowns, unmain-stream artists like me, and then all these fucking posers are listening to it.. and its like.. nothing is sacred!! i dunno what im saying....ugh.
I just get great pleasure when i listen to somthing like Remembering Never, Poison The Well, Murder By Death, and like.. fricken HIM, cuz its not going to be played out on the radio.
I'm going to post my art work soon. if i ever fucking get around. I supposed i COULD do it now.. but then ide have to stand up and shit.. its not worth it. lol i'm lazy.
I get a lovely 10am to 9pm work shift today, horray...
Fun Fact:I notice that when i am stoned and i look at all the damage of empty food packages and crumbs left behind the next day.. i only eat the middles out of the Oreo cookies.
An Alkatraz & LuciaFurr set WILL be coming soon, I promise.... hes just on like... over 100$ worth of meds for her whooping cough and shit... i think she needs to share the Codien tho!!! man. i'm happier than a pig in shit on pain killers.
Me and Kyle (blakfire) arent talking anymore cuz "i need serious help" and i didnt wanna hang out at his house so he could fondle me. I HOPE HES READING THIS RIGHT NOW, CUZ HE WOULD SEE THIS: okay, this one time him and me and LuciaFurr were hanging out.. me and her started messing around in front of him, and he had his dick out and he was jacking off and he does "my dick is sooooooooooo big" is was halarious! I HOPE I IMBARASSED THE SHIT OUT OF HIM JUST NOW.
Me and Michael (puckheadli, the dude who shot my Shackles Angel set) dont talk anymore cuz he thinks im a psycho, and he wants to do my girlfriend.
hmm...... whatelse.....
oh!!!
ANOTHER fucking BALLAD!!!!!!!!
This is the song i wrote about the time i was raped:
IT ALL HAPPENED SO FAST (Copyright 2003)
You hear about it all the time,
Let it slip your mind,
But when it happens to you,
You feel like such a fool.
You took my body,
You took my childhood,
You took my innocents,
I dont know how you could,
I put my trust in you.
CHORUS:
Beating myself down over you,
And what you did to me,
Crying at night,
Youre in my head,
Tossing and turning in my bed,
The brouses, they'll fade,
But i still feel them in my skin,
Pushing in and out again,
It all happened so fast...
My heart pounds,
Adrenalin pulsing through,
Cant get away from you,
What could i do?
Screaming no at you,
But you pretend not to hear me,
Bleeding,
I feel the pain now,
Physically.
CHORUS:
Beating myself down over you,
And what you did to me,
Crying at night,
Youre in my head,
Tossing and turning in my bed,
The brouses, they'll fade,
But i still feel them in my skin,
Pushing in and out again,
It all happened so fast...
You gave me pain,
You took my pride,
You took my body,
And forced you inside.
This wasnt my fault,
I asked myself why,
(While i sit and cry)
You never expect this,
To happen to you.
CHORUS:
Beating myself down over you,
And what you did to me,
Crying at night,
Youre in my head,
Tossing and turning in my bed,
The brouses, they'll fade,
But i still feel them in my skin,
Pushing in and out again,
It all happened so fast...
Written by Alkatraz
Could it be, me and Drew(girl pants boy) will be.... trying to mend things?
I have a few big crushes on SG Members!!!!! eepp!
heres a short list:
1. LuciaFurr(duh)
2. Burning_In_H20
3. Stab_Twist_Pull
4.code_caducus
shhh... dont tell them!!!
Listening To: Murder By Death- "Drama Queen"
Feeling: Depressed over Travis..
Why you ask?: so what if i come on too strong. i told him straight up i had feelings for him and to not mess around with me cuz i will only like him more... and what does he do... trys to fuck me. ( i didnt do it though ), but i did find out he was fucking some other chick, so i guess he didnt NEED me after all. I just assuming that since i havnt talked to him in like. what... a fucking week.
I sat on my fatass today. and watched part of "The Simple Life" man.. i've been saying "thats hot" for like 7 years, and now when i say it ppl are like "okay Paris", ugh.
I need to clean my room.
Is it wrong that it makes me mad when ive been listening to a band for year and then they have a song on the radio and every little fucking poser is like... ex. "OMG have you ever heard of Howie Day? hes soo cool" and its like.... ugh. hes been around for a few years. i dunno it just pisses me off, cuz its like... i listened to somthing great. and very small group of people listens to unknowns, unmain-stream artists like me, and then all these fucking posers are listening to it.. and its like.. nothing is sacred!! i dunno what im saying....ugh.
I just get great pleasure when i listen to somthing like Remembering Never, Poison The Well, Murder By Death, and like.. fricken HIM, cuz its not going to be played out on the radio.
I'm going to post my art work soon. if i ever fucking get around. I supposed i COULD do it now.. but then ide have to stand up and shit.. its not worth it. lol i'm lazy.
I get a lovely 10am to 9pm work shift today, horray...
Fun Fact:I notice that when i am stoned and i look at all the damage of empty food packages and crumbs left behind the next day.. i only eat the middles out of the Oreo cookies.
An Alkatraz & LuciaFurr set WILL be coming soon, I promise.... hes just on like... over 100$ worth of meds for her whooping cough and shit... i think she needs to share the Codien tho!!! man. i'm happier than a pig in shit on pain killers.
Me and Kyle (blakfire) arent talking anymore cuz "i need serious help" and i didnt wanna hang out at his house so he could fondle me. I HOPE HES READING THIS RIGHT NOW, CUZ HE WOULD SEE THIS: okay, this one time him and me and LuciaFurr were hanging out.. me and her started messing around in front of him, and he had his dick out and he was jacking off and he does "my dick is sooooooooooo big" is was halarious! I HOPE I IMBARASSED THE SHIT OUT OF HIM JUST NOW.
Me and Michael (puckheadli, the dude who shot my Shackles Angel set) dont talk anymore cuz he thinks im a psycho, and he wants to do my girlfriend.
hmm...... whatelse.....
oh!!!
ANOTHER fucking BALLAD!!!!!!!!
This is the song i wrote about the time i was raped:
IT ALL HAPPENED SO FAST (Copyright 2003)
You hear about it all the time,
Let it slip your mind,
But when it happens to you,
You feel like such a fool.
You took my body,
You took my childhood,
You took my innocents,
I dont know how you could,
I put my trust in you.
CHORUS:
Beating myself down over you,
And what you did to me,
Crying at night,
Youre in my head,
Tossing and turning in my bed,
The brouses, they'll fade,
But i still feel them in my skin,
Pushing in and out again,
It all happened so fast...
My heart pounds,
Adrenalin pulsing through,
Cant get away from you,
What could i do?
Screaming no at you,
But you pretend not to hear me,
Bleeding,
I feel the pain now,
Physically.
CHORUS:
Beating myself down over you,
And what you did to me,
Crying at night,
Youre in my head,
Tossing and turning in my bed,
The brouses, they'll fade,
But i still feel them in my skin,
Pushing in and out again,
It all happened so fast...
You gave me pain,
You took my pride,
You took my body,
And forced you inside.
This wasnt my fault,
I asked myself why,
(While i sit and cry)
You never expect this,
To happen to you.
CHORUS:
Beating myself down over you,
And what you did to me,
Crying at night,
Youre in my head,
Tossing and turning in my bed,
The brouses, they'll fade,
But i still feel them in my skin,
Pushing in and out again,
It all happened so fast...
Written by Alkatraz
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good luck with stuff yourself
=-> Alecks