Listening to : The Killers - "Jenny" , kinda getting teary.
Song that relates to me most : South FM - "Dear Claudia"
song lyrics from that song : "...dear claudia u should try not to sleep with you best friends boyfriend, youve come so far since the time when you let your first boy in, and you do it so carlessly, as if you had no self-esteme, a victim of apathy, but you dont care what people say about you.....its true that you, like to sleep around you enjoy it with your backside on the ground.....dear claudia your leaving pieces of you in each bed you lay in, and when yr done there will be somone else wearing you skin....little claudia you must find another way, you must forgive yourself, cuz its not your fault....."
Been watching the music video: Bjork - "Pagan Poerty" wayyy to much.
Whats bugging me: Travis is on a break with his....fiance'....but hes still with her kinda...... hes on a very long leash..... I told him last nite when we were together... "dont do anything that will make me like you" .. of course thats impossible unless i just never saw him again... All the good ones are taken... im just waiting for a HUGH flaw. (*****Has A Caniption Fit****)
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Everyone is at a birthday party i'm not invited to because the dude hates me.......
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Last nite was rather intersting: Travis, Tim and I, were over at LuciaFurr's house ... watched a really good movie.. and shit i forgot what its called.... somthing and somthing in suberbia... anyways... Tim comes over , then Travis called me... so i went to pick him up cuz the breaks in his car were out ...thats weak!...so i got him... we smoked a bowl at his house, then we went back to LuciaFurr's and her and Tim were laying in the bed together. Travis and I were on the floor, but like.. all of a sudden there were wierd noises comming from the bed, like slurps and grumps and this weird noise like when u pull a popcicle out of your mouth and its makes the wet popping noise... and then she like screams "OKAY, FISH HOOK" and me and Travis just look at eachother like we were gonna throw up.. so then by that time it was 3 am, so me and Travis decided to sneak out... and we suceeded, and like 10 minutes later she called me and was like "where did you guys go." and she got snotty and was like "well thanks for saying bye!" and then hung up.......... so Travis and i went back to his place..smoked a little more... then the lights went off.. we snuggled and cuddled and stuff...(kissing, licking, nibbling..etc) until his hand found its way to my hip bones.. were he rubbed them and squeezed....... (amung other THINGS he rubbed) But hesss soooooo innocent he says. yeah. i said that ide LOVE to see him when hes guilty. he said ide be in trouble then!.. so yeah..............b4 i knew it was like 7am... shit. isnt my cerfew 2:30am??? mi madre' was pisssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssed... but i talked to her when i got home, she not really that pissed. hmmmm.....
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I think i wanna get the words "Por Nada" (for nothing) tattooed on my somwhere.
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I'm lonely right now...
Who wants to see one of my songs???
(if u said 'no'.... to bad):
This one is kinda okay... i dont like some of the way it turned out.. it seems fake or somthing.... but it was about my very very possessive boyfriend at the time...
WHY DONT YOU JUST GO AWAY / 2003 (copyright)
I'm giving in to you again,
Working around your jealous plan,
Wanting me to stay away from them,
Why wont you accept me having friends?
You dont trust me out on Saturday night,
Come home Sunday -just to start the fights,
Its in your blood,
Your family tree,
This hateful jealousy.
CHORUS:
I see the tears in your eyes,
Crocodile,
The fits thrown on the floor,
Infantile,
You cant go on,
You cant go on,
So why dont you just go away!?
I dont want this life,
I dont wanna be held down by you,
I dont wanna be torn apart,
I just wanna keep my friends and my heart.
When i look at you, i see,
I kind of person you used to be,
Your smile's bright like the sun.
And i could hang out with anyone.
Your love is like a prison,
Theres not a break or intermission,
And ive got nothing left,
For you to take away.
CHORUS:
I see the tears in your eyes,
Crocodile,
The fits thrown on the floor,
Infantile,
You cant go on,
You cant go on,
So why dont you just go away!?
You cant go on,
You cant go on,
So why dont you just go away!?
Written By Alkatraz
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"If the world were a perfect place,
we could all kill ourselves unselfishly,
And you couldnt,
point your finger to tell me,
you wont ever forgive me,
and what bastard i am,
For leaving you alone here." - Alkatraz.
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Heres somthing else that may surprise you.. mainly the people who think my life is interesting and dramaful :
Another Trust Buster For Alkatraz 
Song that relates to me most : South FM - "Dear Claudia"
song lyrics from that song : "...dear claudia u should try not to sleep with you best friends boyfriend, youve come so far since the time when you let your first boy in, and you do it so carlessly, as if you had no self-esteme, a victim of apathy, but you dont care what people say about you.....its true that you, like to sleep around you enjoy it with your backside on the ground.....dear claudia your leaving pieces of you in each bed you lay in, and when yr done there will be somone else wearing you skin....little claudia you must find another way, you must forgive yourself, cuz its not your fault....."
Been watching the music video: Bjork - "Pagan Poerty" wayyy to much.
Whats bugging me: Travis is on a break with his....fiance'....but hes still with her kinda...... hes on a very long leash..... I told him last nite when we were together... "dont do anything that will make me like you" .. of course thats impossible unless i just never saw him again... All the good ones are taken... im just waiting for a HUGH flaw. (*****Has A Caniption Fit****)
~~~~~~~~~~~~
Everyone is at a birthday party i'm not invited to because the dude hates me.......
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Last nite was rather intersting: Travis, Tim and I, were over at LuciaFurr's house ... watched a really good movie.. and shit i forgot what its called.... somthing and somthing in suberbia... anyways... Tim comes over , then Travis called me... so i went to pick him up cuz the breaks in his car were out ...thats weak!...so i got him... we smoked a bowl at his house, then we went back to LuciaFurr's and her and Tim were laying in the bed together. Travis and I were on the floor, but like.. all of a sudden there were wierd noises comming from the bed, like slurps and grumps and this weird noise like when u pull a popcicle out of your mouth and its makes the wet popping noise... and then she like screams "OKAY, FISH HOOK" and me and Travis just look at eachother like we were gonna throw up.. so then by that time it was 3 am, so me and Travis decided to sneak out... and we suceeded, and like 10 minutes later she called me and was like "where did you guys go." and she got snotty and was like "well thanks for saying bye!" and then hung up.......... so Travis and i went back to his place..smoked a little more... then the lights went off.. we snuggled and cuddled and stuff...(kissing, licking, nibbling..etc) until his hand found its way to my hip bones.. were he rubbed them and squeezed....... (amung other THINGS he rubbed) But hesss soooooo innocent he says. yeah. i said that ide LOVE to see him when hes guilty. he said ide be in trouble then!.. so yeah..............b4 i knew it was like 7am... shit. isnt my cerfew 2:30am??? mi madre' was pisssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssed... but i talked to her when i got home, she not really that pissed. hmmmm.....
~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I think i wanna get the words "Por Nada" (for nothing) tattooed on my somwhere.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I'm lonely right now...
Who wants to see one of my songs???
(if u said 'no'.... to bad):
This one is kinda okay... i dont like some of the way it turned out.. it seems fake or somthing.... but it was about my very very possessive boyfriend at the time...
WHY DONT YOU JUST GO AWAY / 2003 (copyright)
I'm giving in to you again,
Working around your jealous plan,
Wanting me to stay away from them,
Why wont you accept me having friends?
You dont trust me out on Saturday night,
Come home Sunday -just to start the fights,
Its in your blood,
Your family tree,
This hateful jealousy.
CHORUS:
I see the tears in your eyes,
Crocodile,
The fits thrown on the floor,
Infantile,
You cant go on,
You cant go on,
So why dont you just go away!?
I dont want this life,
I dont wanna be held down by you,
I dont wanna be torn apart,
I just wanna keep my friends and my heart.
When i look at you, i see,
I kind of person you used to be,
Your smile's bright like the sun.
And i could hang out with anyone.
Your love is like a prison,
Theres not a break or intermission,
And ive got nothing left,
For you to take away.
CHORUS:
I see the tears in your eyes,
Crocodile,
The fits thrown on the floor,
Infantile,
You cant go on,
You cant go on,
So why dont you just go away!?
You cant go on,
You cant go on,
So why dont you just go away!?
Written By Alkatraz
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
"If the world were a perfect place,
we could all kill ourselves unselfishly,
And you couldnt,
point your finger to tell me,
you wont ever forgive me,
and what bastard i am,
For leaving you alone here." - Alkatraz.
~~~~~~~~
Heres somthing else that may surprise you.. mainly the people who think my life is interesting and dramaful :
Another Trust Buster For Alkatraz
i need to get another one
something simple. i am still waitin for my big ones
thank you, you are very pretty