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Basically.....

I.love.this.guy.

Dan
handsome_rob:
OH MY FUCKING GOD!!! THAT'S TACO DAN!!!
alecks:
how goes?
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For Sale.
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vortex:
If you're talking about yourself... nobody will be able to afford you.... you're worth multi million. love Just wanted to be sure I came by and said hello. smile
handsome_rob:
uh.thank.you. biggrin
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Would.you.die.tonight.for.love?
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bashster:
hope things brighten up in wot is becomin a disturbing dark ride through your life now!.Remember Bash still looks out for ya and still worries frown
handsome_rob:
hello fello iowegian. tonight in particular? no. maybe tomorrow when my girl gets back home.

side note, i see you have murder by death, ptw and co/ca to counter the tbs, brand old and used on your bands list. interesting duality.
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i.tried.to.be.perfect.

But.nothing.was.worth.it.

I.dont.believe.it.makes.me.real.

I.thought.it'd.be.easy.but.noone.believes.me.

I.meant.all.the.things.i.said.

If.you.believe.its.in.my.soul.

I'd.say.all.the.words.that.i.know.

Just.to.see.if.it.would.show.

That.i'm.trying.to.let.you.know.

That.i'm.better.off.on.my.own.
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bashster:
the hairs looks good hows it goin girl hope life s gettin better babes
alex_l_amour:
oh tnx!!! i let u my email !!! why u daont write me? cmon i wait!!! kisses everywhere!
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new..pic.


There.is.a.time.when.two.people.
share.the.deep.sarrow.of.exhistance.



My.lips.may.as.well.be.sown.shut.since
there.never.is.anyone.to.talk.to.


I.think.if.we.torn.out.our.eyes.
We.would.see.the.inside.better.


I.know.the.distinct.smell.of.blood.now.more.than.ever.
The.more.i.hurt.myself.i.feel.sick.whenever.i.smell.it.


If.i.am.pregnant.and.were.to.kill.myself..would.that.be.murder.and.suicide?





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alex_l_amour:
yep..come meet me & kiss me everywhere! send me an email!!! u'll seee my address in my homepage..i wait!
ifonlyforever:
cute new pic. wink
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i.will.still.have.a.connection.with.my.family.and.my.boss.and.my.classmates. and.alot.of. other.things.........so.why.live?




Somone.show.me.a.meaning. to.somthing.meaningless.and.i.will.believe. that.living.and.loving.are .truly.worth.breathing. for.



I.honestly.thought.i.could. come.to. grips.and.acceptance.with.the.fact.that.my.old.friends.didnt.think.about. me...or.even. miss.my.company.. ..but.i.was.wrong... .knowing.factually.that.i.am.NOT. needed.in. somones.life.hurts..... .but.hopfully .i.have.been. impressionable. even.if.it.means .they.want.to .tear .my.eyes .out.. .atleast.i. am.not .forgotten. ..right?


I.have.also.come. to.believe.that.HATEING.and .LOATHING.people....(the.ones.who.you.can .potentially.avoid.especially)isnt.worth.it....if.i.waste .my.time. just.dwelling.on.how.much.i.dispise. these.people.then. i.will.never.be.able.to.forget .them .or.the.pain.they .have .put.me.through.



I.know.that.i.still .need.my .other.half.in .this.life.even .if.it.be.a. momentous.thing.. .like.a.puppy.or.a.flower.. .i.need .somthing. or.somone.that.i. cant.spiritually.connect. with...or.i.will.go.crazy....Hopfully.i. will.find. somone.that.i.cant .spend.a.short.eternity. with.... .........Any.takers?
rahepsi:
I think that you will find that other half in your life. It's a trying thing to move through life without them. But once you find them, you will realize that all this meaningless bullshit you have to put up with it, was well worth finding that one.

Be well sweet.
etterna:
Remember that you are very much needed in your own life!

Give yourself a treat today kiss
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i..have..a..bruise..on..my..leg..(this..sucks..my..space..bar..is..fucked..up)..eh.















i..dunno..what..to..say.



i'm..sorry..i..havnt..really..stayed..in..touch..with..everyone..on..my...buddy..list..i..still..love..you..all!!

kiss
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cmaxwell:
how about a new buddy?
xanippi:
how..big..is..the..bruise..

my space bar is fine

in.. your... face..
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ASPHYXIIA- I CAN POST WHATEVER THE FUCK I WANT IN MY JOURNAL. AND I NEVER SAID YESSICA GOT OUT OF THE CAR,SO RE-READ IT ,OBVIOUSLY YOU NEED YOUR GLASSES CHECKED. AND IF I FEEL LIKE VENTING ABOUT THIS 3 YEARS FROM NOW; I FUCKING WILL. KEEP YOUR UN-WANTED COMMENTS TO YOURSELF. I REALLY DONT NEED YOUR FAKE SYMPHATHY. AND I REALLY DONT REMEMBER YOU BEING...
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alex_l_amour:
hey!!! miss u too...before marrying...i wanna make a set w/ u!!! how can we do???

there must be a way!!!
sureality:
We try to have fun.
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I have taken myself away from my group of friends. all of them. and just as i suspected. i dont even get any phone calls. what a waste of time. I'm going crazy.



I am not over Cricket yet. i'm going crazy.



I havnt seen Joey(MagicNinja) in over a week. and i havnt talked to him in 4 days.. we were supposed to...
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bashster:
woah nice set it was good to here from ya babe,get back to wot you do best posting your beautiful self on the psw!.
Bash out!
simply2complex:
Beautiful new set love sorry it came from pain.
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Grudges will be held.
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racefan_2_943:
I didnt do a damn thing..Well maybe that one time when it was kinda late and I got a little caried away when i was looking at your pics.. blush tongue
asphyxiia:
well go right ahead then... no harm done here smile
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song to discribe my life right now: "Bleed Like Me" - Garbage

heres some of the lyrics:
"she take dad's scissors to her skin, and when shes done relief comes setting in, while she hides the scars she's making underneath her pretty clothes, she sings: hey baby can you bleed like me? you should see my scars you should see my scars"


okay... the night...
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simply2complex:
Hey there, I kinda agree with the comment above. I wish you all the best with getting through it. I'm sure you will, actually I know you will.

Your song's cool btw, from personaly experince that's a much better way to try n deal with your feelings n express yourself. Way better than the cutting thing.

Anyways take care n be strong smile
asphyxiia:
i took u off.... quit the cutting... U KNOW THATS NOT GOOD FOR YOU..........no grudges