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Sunday Nov 21, 2010

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Hello SG world! So many beautiful people out there!

I have not Girlfriend(ex girlfriend?) are kind of in that limbo stage where youre not really together but not really single. We've been together for a little over 2 years and we broke up once before for 2 months and in that time we both slept with other people and when we got back together it took a lot for each of us to come to terms with that, not the fact that we each had sex with other people but just the fact that we let it happen, we let there be that "person in between" and i've told her that if anything happened with anyone else while we were going through this then it would be over for good and she assured me that while our relationship is still up in the air that nothing would happen with anyone else and all i can do is trust her since i told her that im still 100% faithful and devoted to her while theres still a chance we can workout our problems and get back on track, hell, we were suppose to be engaged by now.

She says she's confused becuase she doesn't know if the problems we've been having over the last few months will ever go away and we can get back to the happy madly in love couple we were, and of course becuase of that she's gotten a little distant, we still talk and see each othe all the time but she's not as cuddly, she talks to me different and sex, forget about it.

Now i understand that this is all part of whats going on but its hard to adjust to the change. Im still madly in love with her and i know that things can change and all i want to do is love her so, im trying not to think of what may or may not happen and focus on the positives like the fact that we are still seeing each other and that each time we do hangout things get a little better but its hard not to think that i may never be with her again and i may never get to give her the engagement ring that i bought.

oh well, such is life.
I'll quite whining now

I Love you all...
I leave you with this, its infectious
VIEW 3 of 3 COMMENTS
clea:
<3 thank you
Nov 21, 2010
lyxzen:
Girls are crazy, &don't you forget it! Things have a way of working out for the best, though. smile
Nov 21, 2010

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