alivewocause

What doesn't kill us only makes us stranger.... and so it goes that all fo you have had your problems. I just had a friend admitted into a hosipital because he tried to commit suicide. It kinda sucks and it really bothers me as to why. What can be so hard that you would end your life only to loose the realization that something better might happen tomorrow..... why? Is it the fact that you cannot stand the pain? the sorrow of loosing someone? the fact that you are nothing more than a little speck that can make no difference in the whole wode world? Even if you don't make a difference in the world, you still make a difference in the lives of all those around you and should you go out that way, then all you leave us that cared about you is the pain of trying to deal with what you FORCED upon us.

Thsi goes out to a very special person.... hope you get better and i will see you soon.

Now to a better and happier thought.... i need another job. I thought about whoring myself out. Go double standards cause that will not only make my name better but I will become a happier person.

Anywa, now that that fantisy is all gone and out into the air... I really have nothing else to say. Catch you on the flip side...
Alive