alivewocause

Errr... first day of school wasn't so bad... still wish i was done with it already.

I have to go get shots in a couple of days... not that I mind the reason for the shot but the fact that the needle is so long...... but what can you do since it is mandatory.... a TB test... a updated Tetnus.... and the dreaded 3 series of Hepititus B shots..... Those hurt the worse... but... I want my resendency at the hospital...which is not really a resedency but a visit in which I get to watch all types of procedures while I am there... ....that starts in Oct... man I cannot wait... I have to have them or I will not be allowed into the hospital nor get to watch anything... so I have ot suck up my guts and stick out my ass amd take the shot... ouch

Nothign really went wrong today but I can't help but feel something is going to go horribly wrong... Anybody ever get that feeling????... anyway, it is this feeling in my stomach and on the back of my neck which just dosen't seem to get along well with how things are going in my life... I just don't know... there are no girls to screw things up with... no jobs to get fores from yet... no nothing yet I feel something is coming... what islife trying to say to me... am I doing something wrong? Am I doing something right? I really don't know and I kinda is freaking me out but what can you do... live life and get over it...

See everybody on the flip-side (can anybody tell me what that means)
Alive