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alistairmather

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Wednesday Mar 31, 2004

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Not dead yet children, though not for lack of trying. Worry not for me, I am the Phoenix' other egg. The one they speak of only in the silence of lightless nights. I am Alheuresus, he who is forced to wander, never to know that final rest. I am the Wulaguru, the Devil Devil Man who pursues the fool that created him for all ages. I am bloody story, and it seems that my time has not yet come.

Oh, but it hurts these days.

Hmm, last month has been spent with a week in rehab, a deal cut for someone else's abortion, two funerals, an arrest and the attempted suicide of a room mate.

The only gods I can find lately are old and cruel and not through with me yet it seems.

Fortunately, there are still other gods. And all gods fear men.

Be back soon.

VIEW 3 of 3 COMMENTS
whiskeyfightpit:
Try THE GODS MUST BE CRAZY I and II. Also, try listening to the late 60s group THE GODZ. Whatever gods you are trying to appease should dig those things.
Apr 12, 2004
kellyjanice:
are you coming bowling on friday( read my journal for details)? what is your vote for the after bowling get together place?
Apr 13, 2004

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