it has been a relatively uneventful monday night.
not that monday nights are every super exciting...but this one has been incredibly low key. and i'm beyond okay with that.
the husband and i have been talking on and off all night. zoning out in front of our computers. and watching "blue valentine." we had both wanted to see it and never gotten around to it...i'm officially depressed for the evening. i wasn't expecting happy, in fact i was expecting major depression...but i mean...whoa.
the husband blogged about being married. and thinking about life where he was one year ago.
i was thinking the same thing the other day. every day really. we got married so quickly that it's still a completely incredible and new thing for us. we got married on the 6th month anniversary of our first date. we have not known each other for a full year. i hate using cliche phrases and lines...but it is true that "when you know, you know." things just keep getting better for us too. partly because we're getting much more comfortable with each other and partly because we continuously work on our relationship. every single day.
i've recently started posting pictures of myself. my ass was one thing...i've always loved my ass. it's large...but super firm. shapely. and proportional to the rest of my body. the rest of me...i'm still coming to terms with. but it's the husband's constant compliments and reassurance that i am sexy and beautiful that have prompted me to post pictures. and i've gotten some awesome responses. but it's not for the husband that i take them...he has plenty of those. i also don't do it solely for the attention i get on here. i do it because it makes me feel sexy. feel empowered. i finally feel like i'm coming out of my shell and into who i am. and it's an really awesome feeling.
a year ago...i would have never imagined this would be my life. or that i'd have pictures of my ass up on the internet. but i couldn't be happier.
not that monday nights are every super exciting...but this one has been incredibly low key. and i'm beyond okay with that.
the husband and i have been talking on and off all night. zoning out in front of our computers. and watching "blue valentine." we had both wanted to see it and never gotten around to it...i'm officially depressed for the evening. i wasn't expecting happy, in fact i was expecting major depression...but i mean...whoa.
the husband blogged about being married. and thinking about life where he was one year ago.
i was thinking the same thing the other day. every day really. we got married so quickly that it's still a completely incredible and new thing for us. we got married on the 6th month anniversary of our first date. we have not known each other for a full year. i hate using cliche phrases and lines...but it is true that "when you know, you know." things just keep getting better for us too. partly because we're getting much more comfortable with each other and partly because we continuously work on our relationship. every single day.
i've recently started posting pictures of myself. my ass was one thing...i've always loved my ass. it's large...but super firm. shapely. and proportional to the rest of my body. the rest of me...i'm still coming to terms with. but it's the husband's constant compliments and reassurance that i am sexy and beautiful that have prompted me to post pictures. and i've gotten some awesome responses. but it's not for the husband that i take them...he has plenty of those. i also don't do it solely for the attention i get on here. i do it because it makes me feel sexy. feel empowered. i finally feel like i'm coming out of my shell and into who i am. and it's an really awesome feeling.
a year ago...i would have never imagined this would be my life. or that i'd have pictures of my ass up on the internet. but i couldn't be happier.
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jeffx20:
I know you get down on yourself, but you shouldn't. You're a wonderful wife and an awesome person!
jcourtney:
What did you do? Had fun I hope.