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You know what bothers me about my ex? In the year we have been broken up he has made it with (or tried to make it with) two girls that look just like me. (but not as pretty.) And these are just of the ones I *know* about.

That's just creepy.

17 days without a day off. I won't make it. There is no possible way.

My ex broke up with his latest, and now he's all over me again. However, I've missed the attention, and welcome it. Somehow I get the feeling that Joey and I will never manage to stay apart. We might as well get married and get things over with. Too bad that won't happen until A) I manage to sleep w/ a girl; B) he starts...
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I hate my job. Football players are rude, and they eat entirely too much and are slobs.

The house is going to happen. I signed the first set of papers today. As I type my loan is being processed. I'll have the house by September 10th, or possibly sooner. I am so glad that in that time period I'll have one, maybe two checks.

My...
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I have a headache. Rocky this weekend, and I have to work. Ugh. It'll be hell going in on sunday morning. It's bare as you dare night. I'm going in plastic wrap. I'd say it's too bad I can't do the show in the outfit, but it would get hot and sticky anyways. I'll post pics though, since I know they will be enjoyed.

Not...
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I'm buying a house. My mom's best friend is selling hers for 35,000. It will be very comforting to live in a house I used to go to slumber parties at.

It's tiny, w/ one bathroom and no dining room, but has 3 bedrooms. THat means both a library and an office (dad is grateful, b/c he's worried that all of the books I have...
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I rented Amelie, and am so incridibly jealous. It's the same director at City of Lost Children, which I am also jealous of. I've been writing since I was twelve years old. THat's almost ten years. There is a lot of work that I have cast aside, finished or not, that I'm still fond of, but it is deeply flawed.

And all of those years...
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Back home now. THe trip went like this:

Hostel: Dunno if I want to do that again. We had different roommates each night. THe guy from Utah was cool, the guys from Holland were annoying as fuck (turned off the airconditioner--twice, and woke me up by talking loudly). The Austrailians were okay b/c they thought I was very cool for being in Rocky. The room...
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I went to the club, drank, danced, and flirted lightly w/ one of Michelle's friends. (Since Michelle was too wrapped up in Christy to notice me.) Annie. She's nice, and cute. She flirted back too, but I don't think she was doing it in more than a friendly way. It's cool. I can deal. It was just nice to talk to somebody for a change....
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Nobody likes me, every body hates me, guess I'll go eat worms...

Blah. My social life is a complete nightmare right now. Why? There isnt one! I think I have a mild depression. Its not worrying me too much, but it is affecting my writing, which is never good. I havent finished anything since The Wet Spot, and that was last november.

One of the...
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