alieneeeter

Me and my lurking.

I am a great lurker. I primarily lurk on every single group and board I visit. Why? I guess even on the internet I still have high levels of shyness. I don't mean to, I guess, but I'm afraid of wasting space on something asinine (sp?) that no one actually cares too much about.

Everytime I see Michelle, I feel this tiny ache of resentment that really bothers me sometimes. I mean, she rejected me over a year ago. It's time to move on. I mostly have.

But I put myself out there. I risked my feelings with her the way I never would have with any man, and it was the first time I ever had the strength...
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My sister calls me and says that there is a package for me at her house from London. "But I don't know anyone from London!" We were both very confused and excited when she brought it to work for me yesterday. I unwrapped it, and found a notebook. Then I remembered.

Last spring I signed up for a mail art project called Sight Unseen Journals,...
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After 5 long months....I'm back.

*applause*

Well, I move tonight. I'm sick as a dog, but my brother says now, and he's the man with the truck. I am enlisting the aid of my friend Ben, who so foolishly offered to help.

I unplug the computer as soon as I'm done typing this, so I'll be gone for a week or so while things are put in order. Consider this an...
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Here's a bit from my latest. These specific characters are vampire hunters.

Elle plopped herself down on the chair across from Gabby, bowl of chili in hand. She glanced at the cover of Gabbys book and raised an eyebrow. Of all the trashy paperbacks you could possibly be reading, youre reading that one? And whats with you and vampire novels anyway? (While borrowing Gabbys mirror...
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So there's this girl who eats at my work who never wears a bra. At a D cup, she is downright. . .mesmerizing. It's like watching the ocean waves.

Never ask a guy who he'd rather sleep with: Keanu Reeves or Jack Nicholson. He will not give you a satisfactory answer.

The smell of vanilla reminds me of Angel. Somebody was drinking a lot of...
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I don't feel like writing right now, which prompts me to write about writing--mine and other people's.

A bit on Stephen King:
He writes a lot of novellas because more often than not, his rambling writing style has a way of blowing short stories way out of proportion. The scary part is that in his book, On Writing, he mentions that he writes a...
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Too tired for words. Everything is hell.

I'm annoyed with everything. My old crushes keep teasing me just by being present in my life. And the worst part is that again and again I keep turning towards men too much, except for Michelle of course. She is physically perfect in every way and I'm never going to stop looking at her. I'm kinda pissed though...
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