Cats are truely wonderful creatures. When you cry they come climb onto your lap to comfort you, just as though they are a friend.
I don't know what I'm crying about. Because I'm not living the way I want to. I *am* living the way I have imagined I would since I was eleven, alone and surrounded by cats in a little house with a...
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I don't know what I'm crying about. Because I'm not living the way I want to. I *am* living the way I have imagined I would since I was eleven, alone and surrounded by cats in a little house with a...
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Only 2 more days of work before vacation...
I really wish Joey would quit Rocky, b/c I'm sick of his bullshit. (This weekends show did not go well.)
Got into a fight w/ Angel. I think I hurt her feelings, but stuff needed to be said.
Michelle got me drunk for my b-day. Thanks! I enjoy day long hangovers.
I'm trying to write but as usual, the internet is distracting me.
And why...
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Got into a fight w/ Angel. I think I hurt her feelings, but stuff needed to be said.
Michelle got me drunk for my b-day. Thanks! I enjoy day long hangovers.
I'm trying to write but as usual, the internet is distracting me.
And why...
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Spring cleaning is offically under way. Which is why I'm taking a break in front of the computer.
I wish I had something interesting to say, but I don't. *sigh*
I wish I had something interesting to say, but I don't. *sigh*
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codemonkeym:
Happy Birthday! 
Blah-da-dee-dah.
Wrote a fanfic this morning. I slapped it on ff.net but I dont think its listed yet. Once it is though, the comments telling me how wonderful i am will start pouring in, giving me a confidence boost and hopefully a reason to write tomorrow. (This may sound kinda' self-centered, but I rarely get negative comments on there, though it does bother me that...
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Wrote a fanfic this morning. I slapped it on ff.net but I dont think its listed yet. Once it is though, the comments telling me how wonderful i am will start pouring in, giving me a confidence boost and hopefully a reason to write tomorrow. (This may sound kinda' self-centered, but I rarely get negative comments on there, though it does bother me that...
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kalidoom:
Re: Sean Biggerstaff
"Met" him once. Say "met" because I didn't actually speak to him, other than to ask him the time at a pub. I did get to see him sing. He sings beautifully. Had no idea who he was, ended up waking up the next morning next to one of his friends. True story.
"Met" him once. Say "met" because I didn't actually speak to him, other than to ask him the time at a pub. I did get to see him sing. He sings beautifully. Had no idea who he was, ended up waking up the next morning next to one of his friends. True story.
So...right. I have abso-bloody-lutely nothing to say right now. Aint that always the case? THe internet is preventing me from getting any writing done, per usual. It's so much easier to grab the mouse and read blogs, play games, and look at porn than it is to sit up straight, grab my keyboard, and write something. I have an unfinished novel, two short stories that...
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gadget:
hey, thanks for the comment on my set!
as far as getting shit done when the internet is right at your finger tips maybe you could use a little self control and use the internet as a reward?
that's what I do at my job. I have access to the internet the entire time I'm at work and the only thing that keeps me getting my work done is the "internet time" I alot for myself.
"If you get this and this done, you can check your email" Stuff like that always works really well for me.
as far as getting shit done when the internet is right at your finger tips maybe you could use a little self control and use the internet as a reward?
that's what I do at my job. I have access to the internet the entire time I'm at work and the only thing that keeps me getting my work done is the "internet time" I alot for myself.
"If you get this and this done, you can check your email" Stuff like that always works really well for me.
I said that I preferred Julie Andrews as blond like in Sound of Music, as opposed to brunette in Mary Poppins. Then Mark called me gay. I dont think that comment can be constituted as gay...
Anywayz. I got hit on by a guy on the bus today. He really isnt that creepy (i've met him before) but the fact that he's riding the bus...
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Anywayz. I got hit on by a guy on the bus today. He really isnt that creepy (i've met him before) but the fact that he's riding the bus...
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I called off work so I could have a nice, rellaxing day. So how did I end upshopping for six hours? I did get some good stuff, but still...
I bought the supplies for the sexy nun costume I'm wearing for Catholic Schoolgirl Nite at rocky. If it turns out well I'll post pics.
I bought the supplies for the sexy nun costume I'm wearing for Catholic Schoolgirl Nite at rocky. If it turns out well I'll post pics.
I think I may be depressed. I think this because I'm starting to feel pangs for Michelle again. I'd love to talk to *her* about it, but I know it's not going to happen. I can't admit it to her, because then I'd have to deal with it, and like that will ever happen. It's just because I'm lonely. That's all.
Sometimes this sense of self-doubt creeps into my mind. And *that* is when I need to write. So I guess it makes it all better. But even if I am writing, I still have to wonder if it is any good.
I am not a literary writer. Does that make me a crappy one?
What if I never finish a novel length story, but publish...
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I am not a literary writer. Does that make me a crappy one?
What if I never finish a novel length story, but publish...
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Me and my lurking.
I am a great lurker. I primarily lurk on every single group and board I visit. Why? I guess even on the internet I still have high levels of shyness. I don't mean to, I guess, but I'm afraid of wasting space on something asinine (sp?) that no one actually cares too much about.
I am a great lurker. I primarily lurk on every single group and board I visit. Why? I guess even on the internet I still have high levels of shyness. I don't mean to, I guess, but I'm afraid of wasting space on something asinine (sp?) that no one actually cares too much about.
not_tom:
undertsood....
Everytime I see Michelle, I feel this tiny ache of resentment that really bothers me sometimes. I mean, she rejected me over a year ago. It's time to move on. I mostly have.
But I put myself out there. I risked my feelings with her the way I never would have with any man, and it was the first time I ever had the strength...
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But I put myself out there. I risked my feelings with her the way I never would have with any man, and it was the first time I ever had the strength...
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mngddss:
OMG where do they do this Rocky Horror at?? I've been looking all over as the one in PGH shut down a while ago. Akron isn't that far I don't think...
mngddss:
Yah, darn, what a bummer!