aliciakay

I should totally be in bed right now. I had to watch and tape rescue me, then enjoy some alone time
The last two nights I put the boys to bed at 8. This might seem like a normal choice to you, but usually the boys don't go down untill 9 or even 10. But, they give me trouble for about 5 min. then konk out. I won't fall asleep until 12, and tomorrow is a school day so I have to be up at 8, and that will still not satisfy me. I've been looking into schools. With daycare it is just so expensive. I asked my mom if she would be able to help me, but I already owe her 500$. She said she wasn't sure. I never went to college so it should be her duty right? I also put in for a loan. I should hear back tomorrow. I don't have much hope for it though. I made it extra to consolidate some loans while I'm at it. Our county fair starts tomorrow, so I'll have something to take the boys to for the next few days. The state fair is going on too, which I would probably like more, but the boys probably wouldn't even notice the difference, so I'll save money and stay in town. I've been putting some cash aside for our trip. Hopefully we won't have to dip into it before we go. I've been looking for a swimsuit for Hawaii, I want a retro one. Like the shorts/skirt one piece 50's sort of one. I found one but it's 70$ and I found a few on ebay but I've done that before and it just doesn't fit right. Oh well. I made cake today. Strawberry with creamcheese frosting. It was soo good. I just barely went over my calories, so I'm still good to go. I need to buy a scale. Okay, sorry You know your who I talk to since Ryan's gone. Now you gotta hear all my bullshit. Anyhow, good nite ya'll