aliceinmyhead

*cries* I miss my best friend sooooooooo much tonight! I hate him being so far away! What did I do to deserve the karma of my heart being halfway across the country? WHAT??????????

Snippets from recent conversations that make me smile and cry.....:

~HIM: please you are dying anyways....
HIM: shit we could die together....
HIM: i could point out god to you and everything
HIM: it will be better then mr toad's wild ride....
HIM: but not really as good as the haunted mansion...~

~jesthestar: and one tonight
jesthestar: before you leave me again like you always do
HIM: hey you make it sound like i like leaving you....
HIM: and you left me first
jesthestar: no i know you dont
jesthestar: I KNOW
jesthestar: i fucking know
HIM: *kisses your forehead*~

~HIM: there are still too many star filled ceilings we have to sleep under....
jesthestar: i know~

~jesthestar: yeah.... that would be more of a making love thing not a fucking thing
HIM: oh is there a difference...?
jesthestar: yeah
HIM: :-O
jesthestar: one is stars on the cieling and one is driving on your lap
HIM: ohhhhh .......
HIM: so romance vs. total horniness...?
jesthestar: exactly~

~HIM: i hold nothing against you
jesthestar: promise?
HIM: i should be happy just to have spent one day with the girl that i love~

~jesthestar: im not worthy of you.... dont ever let yourself believe anything other than that
HIM: please,
HIM: your my lil angel
HIM: i could aspire for nothing more~

~jesthestar: There was no love lost on Valentine's Day when the Avs bested the Red Wings, 5-2
HIM: *sports a middle finger just for you~

~HIM: i don't lie to you
HIM: karma owes me
HIM: spefically karma owes me you
jesthestar: you think?
HIM: i know
HIM: i let you go knowing that i would get you back~

These are the perils of falling in love with your best friend, then getting married, knowing you still love him. This will get really fucking messy eventually. You cant keep something like this neatly wrapped forever.