alice

all right, time for a new journal entry....

went to a wedding up in santa barbara on saturday. i got really wasted at the reception. it was my best friend's mom's wedding, who is like my second mother. i'm really happy for her. and i really like the man that she married.

i had a horrible dream the night before that i was drunk and ate a hamburger, and then started crying. why is that i always want meat so badly when i'm drunk?

i got to open some early birthday presents at the wedding, too. i'm doing my countdown. one more week until i can legally drink. woo hoo! i'm going to party like a rock star.

my best friend is coming down to visit me this weekend, and i'm excited. she is the coolest girl ever. those of you who have met here know this to be true.

i'm doing my scene for my directing class tomorrow. and i got to give a big phatty thank you to macbastard and suckmykiss for helping me out.

a little shout out to my friend (you know who you are):
you know what you need to do. please do it. you really need to start watching out for yourself. everything that i said to you is stuff that you already knew. look out for yourself. don't let her do that shit. you know that i'm always here to pick up the pieces when you need me to, but you can stop that before it even happens.