if you really didn't care, you wouldn't come back here to read what i'm writing. it isn't really fair that you have no way to respond other than to call, but i'm not writing in here so people can agree with me, nor am i really interested in anything that you have to say.
well i'm sorry that i was misinformed. regardless, it doesn't change my opinion of you. it doesn't change the fact that you're obsessive enough to click through all of my old journal entries and read them all. it doesn't change the fact that you picked a verbal fight with rich on halloween, shortly after i met you, or that you were consistently hostile toward him when he was around. it doesn't change the fact that you kept tabs on when i was in and out of town, or when he was either. and by keeping tabs, i mean if i told you i'd be back in town at 7pm, you'd call me right after 7 to see if i was there. doesn't change that you pretty much demanded that i do something with/for you. you know nothing about me, i hardly told you shit. i'm not trying to imply that i know everything about you, but i do know your type. i've dealt with this shit before to a much lesser extreme, and i won't do it again.
when i said i didn't want to talk to or see you, i meant it. yeah, my other journal which you cared enough to read, was a reaction based on misinformation. i can handle apologizing for that. i can handle apologizing for using the word "stalker" since that's not what i ever really meant, but things don't read the same on the computer screen. i can handle apologizing for the way i fled from you, but you're the one who told me that that was something that had happened to you more than a few times. so take a deep look inside yourself. i know what most of my problems are. it doesn't seem like you've even scratched the surface of yours. in the meantime, leave me alone.
on a brighter note, i got my financial aid info from calarts. $15,200 is being paid for for my first year.
well i'm sorry that i was misinformed. regardless, it doesn't change my opinion of you. it doesn't change the fact that you're obsessive enough to click through all of my old journal entries and read them all. it doesn't change the fact that you picked a verbal fight with rich on halloween, shortly after i met you, or that you were consistently hostile toward him when he was around. it doesn't change the fact that you kept tabs on when i was in and out of town, or when he was either. and by keeping tabs, i mean if i told you i'd be back in town at 7pm, you'd call me right after 7 to see if i was there. doesn't change that you pretty much demanded that i do something with/for you. you know nothing about me, i hardly told you shit. i'm not trying to imply that i know everything about you, but i do know your type. i've dealt with this shit before to a much lesser extreme, and i won't do it again.
when i said i didn't want to talk to or see you, i meant it. yeah, my other journal which you cared enough to read, was a reaction based on misinformation. i can handle apologizing for that. i can handle apologizing for using the word "stalker" since that's not what i ever really meant, but things don't read the same on the computer screen. i can handle apologizing for the way i fled from you, but you're the one who told me that that was something that had happened to you more than a few times. so take a deep look inside yourself. i know what most of my problems are. it doesn't seem like you've even scratched the surface of yours. in the meantime, leave me alone.
on a brighter note, i got my financial aid info from calarts. $15,200 is being paid for for my first year.
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Good luck, and congrats on the financial aid.