alice

okay, this is my third attempt at updating this piece of shit journal. i have updated it twice today, and every time i click the submit button, the entry disappears. this is stupid..... i'm not quite so insane anymore. still stressed, but not as much as i was last week. urge to kill rising! fading. so i started packing boxes yesterday. fun? no. gotta drop some off later. i found out that i don't have to paint my apartment if the new tenant likes it the way it is. i'm keeping my fingers crossed. open house is on the 27th. blah. and the bills keep coming in. i wish the money fairy would come and pay me a visit... didn't get to meet the girls when they were here. it's too bad, but i know they were pretty busy. i will have to make my journey out to portland some day when i can afford it.... went down to q on saturday night for atlantis. funny how that's also a bay area party, though i'm not sure if it's the same people. i was sad that goldie cancelled and photek didn't play. that would have been cool. the place was pretty packed. there was a little bit of stress, but it was all cool. manspeaker was wonderful, as always.... i finally got my kitten pictures back, so i'll have to scan them so you can all admire their cuteness. they're a little bigger now, of course, but they're still just as cute. i started that roll of pics a year and a half ago. it's funny to look through the pics and see my different hair colors: pink, black, blue, but no pics of the purple. i miss my pink hair. it was so cute.... anywho, i'm out. moving does not rock the casbah, but fluffy yellow marshmallow dinosaurs do!