alice

i've been such a total mess lately. between school eating up a good majority of my time and my personal life being a little crazy, i've been feeling like an uber mega bitch.

school is hard. relationships are fucking difficult. sometimes everything seems like it's so fucking hopeless. but giving up is stupid. and... i don't know.

the expections you make for youself just for survival and/or just as a human are so ridiculous sometimes.

i've got to get out of this funk that's been swallowing everone else.

keep your fingers crossed,... but not too crossed.

in other news...
new hair color


and here i look like a bug:


my thesis film is coming along, not as quickly as i'd like, but that's to be expected. i assure you that it will be fucking awesome when it's done though. maybe i'm just saying that to toot my own horn though, but i do have a short silent film showing in ny this summer, so watch out world! i'm invading you with art fag experimental film! eat my dust!