alice

A LIST OF THINGS I HATE RIGHT NOW:

i hate that sprint is trying to screw me by shutting off my phone when the bill isn't due until the 7th and giving me 6 different bill amounts to pay. i just hate them in general.

i hate that i have to make a $500 deposit to switch cell phone companies because i don't have a credit card.

i hate that i have no water today. can't flush the toilet, can't wash my hands, can't take a shower (which i am in dire need of doing).

i hate that i can't find a job. well i guess i could if i really didn't give a shit at all about where i worked and i didn't mind dying my hair a normal color and removing all of my piercings. i guess i hate not finding a job (that actually is hiring) that won't make me want to vomit every 2 seconds.

i hate that my mom is always on another planet when i talk to her. "mom, someone shot me and my arm is falling off." "oh, that's nice dear."

i hate that my best friend lives 350 miles away.

i hate that i hate exercise.

i hate that my computer got angry when we tried to install dsl .

i hate that my sister and my mom make me cry so much.

i hate that i've been so depressed and have cried so much in the past few months.

i hate that i hate so many things.

A LIST OF THINGS I LOVE RIGHT NOW:

i love my kitties aeon, flux, and ophelia.

i love my best friend.

i love a turtle.

i lvoe that i'm taking some classes that i want to take.

i love food.

i love misy, spooky, o and sg.

i love my boobs.

i love that today is okay.

i love that i get to dance to good music tomorrow night.

i love that the donkey is so bad ass.

i love my blankey (his name is soft one).

i love the la sg crew.