God. I'm so fucking bored. Nothing interests me and I feel fairly cold towards everything and everyone. I have the day off tomorrow, but here I am staring into this stupid computer with nothing else to do all night long, with the knowledge in the back of my head that somewhere people are leading better lives than me and are happier than me and I can't figure out how. But what the fuck can you do when you have very, very few friends to whom you feel any kind of real attachment to, and tend to dislike most people? Not a hell of a lot, and I'm so insanely bored and so sick of it all and frustrated that I want to hurt myself, but I can't because Sam will shit a brick. And somehow that frustrates me even more.
Sorry. Not a very chipper entry, I know. But fuck chipper.
Sorry. Not a very chipper entry, I know. But fuck chipper.
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we could be bored together?
that would be fun.
or at least, until lots of people feel worse, due to your screams.
i scream, you scream, we all scream...
wait, fuck that,
let's just go get an ice cream cone together.