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Tuesday May 18, 2004

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Super busy. Band practice all day today. My friends are also visiting from South Carolina. And I have to meet a bunch of Russians tomorrow to go over plans for a performance. And much more.

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Oh man, I finally got rid of all of these spywares and browser hijackers and data miners that have been plauging my computer for ages. It feels so good. Yeah.

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There is no such thing as not knowing. And if you do not want to know, that is only because you already do know.
Our most profound gift is this - choice. Every thought, every emotion is an act of creation. A misunderstanding and mismanagement of the fundamental laws of creation is an illness.
weight = wait
We all have a connection of energy flowing into us, and invest this energy and send it forth. If your energy is flowing into the past, then you create out of history, out of past hurts and pains, the things you hold on to and have not yet let go of. Fear. And then perhaps you then fear the dynamic of the present. And the more weight of past hurt, the longer you wait to manifest inspiration and change in your life.
Our spirits are present beings and do not resonate witht he past. When we send our psyche into the past, our spirit remains the present, and this is called the seperation of forces. Different people have different percentages of themselves in the past. Holding on. To Hurt, pain, situations. And yet they are enchanted by the unfolding of synchronicity, on a child like level, but upping the level of synchronicity requires upping the currency energetically. When intuition speaks and we repress it due to the diffulty it poses, we suspend the synchronicities to make the situation right itself.
What are you holding on to that is keeping your from co-creating a new present?

You want to know why you were hurt. Why your partner left you or hurt you. Why this person cheated you. Why this person was mean to you. And in wondering why and not letting go connects you the circuit of self pity and keeps it alive. Stop wondering why, and let the hurt go. Stop wondering why.

If you you are laden with the thought forms of a specific group then it will take much longer to create, and those thought forms may have more creative force than you yourself do.

Everything moves in cycles. And a very wonderful thing is that there will ALWAYS be more chances to make the right choices. There is no such thing as "It is too late, I did not make the choice, and now it is too late. there will be no more choices." The choices will come back to you again and again. You will never 'blow your chances' for this statement is a full and complete illusion.

There is no such thing as not knowing.

Here. Now.

~Eric
p.s. In the midst of positive change, and wishing you all the truth.

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"If you bring forth what is within you, what you bring forth will save you. If you do not bring forth what is within you, what you do not bring forth will destroy you." -Gnostic Gospel of Thomas


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spring. renewal. life unbridled. the smells thick with nature. alive. grow. vibrantly alive. renewal of light.

VIEW 18 of 18 COMMENTS
stiggy56:
So when are you going to write a book? smile
May 22, 2004
stiggy56:
I just don't seem to be getting any notice, like the girls are being quiet if they do like me, I don't get the slightest indication that they even care that I exist. I'm not used to this, well I'm getting used to it and it sucks. I think it's the area I live just as much as anything. Small state, small circles. I don't fit in around here. confused
May 23, 2004

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