ive been having moodswings like crazy.. from depressed, to happy, to unsettled, to slightly psychotic, to lonely.


i wrote more but it didnt make too much sense, so i'll spare you.

I need to MOVE
i am unSETTLED

but happy.

im starting to hate that picture of myself. i started my first day of work today. my feet hurt and i have cuts on my hands and the shrink wrap gun weighs too much. i work at a video store. joy.

i talked to him last night for the first time in a while. i think we've fixed things. i think im going to move up there instead of him moving down here cause im sick of california and we cant afford this. i think im in love. he sent me his journal to explain everything. i think its time to get a new tattoo.

pictures i took just out of the shower:

http://corruptedproductions.com/shower1%20(resized).jpg

http://corruptedproductions.com/shower%20(resized).jpg

why are the rules of dating so ridiculous?

i was waiting for a cross town train in the london underground when it struck me that ive been waiting since birth to find a love that would look and sound like a movie so i changed my plans i rented a camera and a van and then i called you <bold>"i need you to pretend that we are in love again"</bold> and you agreed...
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i updated my user info, finally.

last night someone told me i was prettier than my pictures. i tend to disagree.

i need a job.
i need money.
i need to move out of my house.
i need to work more on my music.
i need to stop making excuses.