It's been a really long time. Hello to all my new followers. Sorry I suck at being a human, or at least an active member on this site. Since I've written I feel like a lifetime has gone by. So much has happened yet so many things have stayed the same. Unfortunately no new tattoos to report but nudie photos will be at the end! Haha.
I worked two jobs for as long as I can remember. I was starting to truly get burnt out on what I was doing. I had money but what else did I have? I was serving tables, being over worked & under appreciated, I was too busy to do anything but hang out with people after work & drink, which I spent 2 years of my life trying to avoid just to end up right back in it. I do really love my job at the portrait studio because photography has always been a passion, and I get to play with cute babies & kids all day long without ever having to have my own! BUT, my boss got fired, my hours got changed & I really am not getting paid enough at all. Aside from all that my family was going through a lot of hard times dealing with my Grandmas rapidly increasing dementia and all of us our stubborn and couldn't agree on what is best for her. So I quit my job serving tables. And I flew to Las Vegas, and brought my Grandma back to Chicago with me. That turned out to be really hard as well. But let's not focus on all this bad stuff..
I lost myself a few years ago dealing with the death of my ex-boyfriend while dealing with my abusive on again/off again boyfriend. I spent the last two years avoiding all relationships, and not just dating & sex but everything. So, for 2017 I vowed to find myself again. I was sick of waiting. I started writing more in my journals, making goals & plans for my life, things I want to accomplish and places I want to go. I even went on a few dates!! And broke my 2 year abstinence with a one night stand, which I think I am going to hold off on sex until I find someone worthy but I was still proud of myself for putting myself out there. I am not where I want to be yet but I really feel like 2017 is going to be my year. I am no longer waiting, I am doing. I am going to do things to get me to where I want to be.
Aside from things going well, I have never had less money in my life. So, there's that. But I also feel great. So here's a few pictures from recently. Enjoy ladies & gents.
