alexsevy

Yesterday was the one year anniversary of the passing of a friend of mine. I remember quite vividly what I was doing around that time. I had come home from the Saturday evening performance of the Shakespeare play I was doing, to find lots of messages on my Facebook wall about hoping my friend pulls through. I spent the whole of the weekend from that point forward wondering what had happened, and went into work on Monday to find out what happened. And then, on Tuesday, I went into work and found everyone crying. I didn't need to ask what was wrong; I already knew.

Even today, I'm still not passed it. I remember being quite emotional about it back then, and even though time has passed, to be honest, I still haven't quite come to terms with it. I knew that the past couple of days would be emotional for me, but I didn't think it would affect me as much as it has.

I know my friend is looking down on me, and I know she's at peace. Still, I would give up everything I had just for the chance to properly say goodbye to her.