so its been about three weeks since ive spoken to my ex. she said she wanted to take a break but im feeling like it could be a bit more permanent. i miss her so much, considering that the break wasnt my idea. but its really hard to constantly be bending over backwards to figure out how to make someone like you more. at the end of the day its not worth it. im pretty fucking cool and if she cant see that then the next person i meet hopefully will, ive just been so sad lately. hopefully i'll get out of this funk, ive seen worse. i guess the hardest part is just wondering if shes thinking about me like im thinking about her, which probably isnt happening. i mean, i love my life and i am moving forward but deep down i do want to be back with her. im lonely and i miss her personality and her opinions. she rocks. and im still sick. thats two days off from work. hopefully i'll hAVE enough for rent this month. 
indiebuddhist:
I think Hardy will put a good fight on, but he'll be no match for GSP.