alethelion

well life is moving on....managed to maintain my friendship with my friend but its on rocky grounds at the moment....other than that working alot and little to no time for much i will still be on here at much as possible but with as much as im being working going to be a little bit far and in between for a bit. I'll try and...
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well i had a decent bday until i went a fucked up one of my friendships with a person who has been there for me through alot and i went and pissed her off like no tomorrow and yes i was drunk but that doesn't mean thats an excuse for me doing what i did or saying what i said because shes seen me drunk...
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ok well its official im now 27 years old great another year under my belt.....still no sleep and probably wont get any sleep any time soon and if i do it would be a blessing cuz three days is starting to get to be to much with out sleep. Oh well have today off then have to be at work tomorrow at four....know im going...
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argh yet another night of sleeplessness.......im starting to think that getting older means sleeping less.....if im not mistaken it should be the other way around. I dont really know whats keeping me awake all night but its starting to get old. Oh well one more day and i turn 27 go me......lucky me it falls on dollar wells at my local bar so means i...
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ok so was out of work for about a month got myself a new job its a shit job but a job none the less and at least ill be back to making some money go me. If things work out well ill be a manager at where i just started in the next month and a half or so...since thats what they want me...
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Ok not working sucks looking for work suck and now im to the point im gambling with pool (note only when i know im going to make money) to make rent and pay bills this is killing me......I at least have enough extra today to get a couple of beers im happy about that much today......Either way i had better have a job soon or...
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Back to the world of sleepless nights.....and looking for new work during the day.......What is it with life throwing you a curve ball right at the worst moments.....oh well guess you cant have a great life all the time and when things were just starting to look up you find out nothing is really going your way. *shrugs* guess ill just have to pick the...
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OK get all better after being sick for like two weeks sleeping normally and dont you know it be damned my insomnia comes back full force and i can barely sleep more than an hour every two days are so. This is really starting to become annoying.......Oh well guess just means fill my time with more work or read and pray i finally doze off...
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Ok pulling 13 hour days for the last three days really sucked ass but the nice pay check that comes along with all the over time i just put in is going to be awesome its the nice little fund for the start of my tat in jan oh yeah

well this is what i get for assuming it was going to be two weeks ish because i went to the hospital like planned and they pumped me full of good drugs watched me for the day and sent me on my way feeling ten times better but totally tired as hell......either way have tonsillitis and get two huge bottles of good drugs to make...
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