alethelion

What does one do when you have reached your wits end. When you really don't know how to talk to people or get something off your chest to someone even tho you know you should. How is it that I have always had the answers on how to approach life until recently. Until this last year give or take a few months, I've always known what I wanted and always gone for it. In the recent months I've struggled with depression which is something that I've never had to deal with. I've always been a pretty easy going carefree person. I've had thoughts that I used to help others struggle with. I never thought I would reach such a low in my life. I'm reasoned enough to know that these thoughts aren't okay. But that doesn't change the fact that I'm being plagued with them. Honestly I don't really know what to do. I've always had issues expressing my feelings towards things but in the last month or so I've had nothing that I've really felt. I know what I should be feeling and if everything was okay I would be angry at the world and fighting back with everything I have. But I can't seem to put up resistance anymore. I don't really expect anything from this world I've come to except that. I guess I'm out of things to say. I hope all is well with everyone.