alaynah

I feel sick.


like really, really sick.

I didn't want to post a new blog yet, I was still enjoying the thoughts the old one brought. However, I keep finding myself asking advice instead of dealing on my own so here it is.
To begin with, I am sick. Thanks New York, in the words of Tez-- Feck You. That is the body, now the mind....the mind right now ain't looking that great. I am full of doubt, I am doubting my actions as well as doubting my own heart and thoughts. I feel like I am constantly making an ass of myself, and now I seem to be making a fool out of myself about something I should be walking on eggshells with.
Seriously /rant

I keep waking up feeling unsure and worthless.
I am missing people, badly.

Someone txt me today, this is going to be a bad one.