It's been a while, I don't really have much to say. Other than why is it when you choose to be single and are content with it, every man from your past and present decides it's time to ask you out, when the last thing you want is stinky boys ruining your chilly winter evenings spent watching cooking programs, reading a stack of magazines and books, having lovely warm bubbles baths and eating sandwiches & home made scotch eggs.
This is what I like doing, along with religiously browsing through instagram and tumblr, and I enjoy doing all these things alonn.
I mean, I eat the occasional meal with my family, minor human contact but other than that I'm very happy being alone, for now any ways. I've always enjoyed doing my thing, when I want and without restrictions. I cancelled a movie date tonight, simply because it didn't feel right, the guy has turned from last saturday to now into a cliggy, needy, pms'ing teen girl, ack. So I just backed the hell off. I mean I even got the question of ''How often do you think about me throughout the day?'' & ''When I see you I just want to kiss you all the time.'' We work together and have kissed once, out of my drunken need for a goodnight kiss.
It just seems I need to explain to everyone why I'm happy, that's right happy in these winter months to be alone, no I don't need cuddles or anyone to take care of me, or a date for all the seasonal parties I won't be attending, (other than my work party) Honestly, I just can't be bothered. I can't be bothered with getting all dressed up and going through the nervous early stages of body issues and not eating in front of perspective dates, and suffering stress related bouts of ibs.
Now I'm not saying alone forever by choice, but right now alone for now by choice. Now how do I explain this to Mr. Cling from work? He's so strange and desperate, where's the damn mystery and the chase.
So just read back through this and realised how it started... ''I don't have much to say...'' haha clearly I needed a rant. Well, now I feel better and back to my reading, lounging, eating and if I require a hug, there's three people in this house, a german shepard dog and four lovely fat rats.
Early Christmas dress up at work
This is what I like doing, along with religiously browsing through instagram and tumblr, and I enjoy doing all these things alonn.
I mean, I eat the occasional meal with my family, minor human contact but other than that I'm very happy being alone, for now any ways. I've always enjoyed doing my thing, when I want and without restrictions. I cancelled a movie date tonight, simply because it didn't feel right, the guy has turned from last saturday to now into a cliggy, needy, pms'ing teen girl, ack. So I just backed the hell off. I mean I even got the question of ''How often do you think about me throughout the day?'' & ''When I see you I just want to kiss you all the time.'' We work together and have kissed once, out of my drunken need for a goodnight kiss.
It just seems I need to explain to everyone why I'm happy, that's right happy in these winter months to be alone, no I don't need cuddles or anyone to take care of me, or a date for all the seasonal parties I won't be attending, (other than my work party) Honestly, I just can't be bothered. I can't be bothered with getting all dressed up and going through the nervous early stages of body issues and not eating in front of perspective dates, and suffering stress related bouts of ibs.
Now I'm not saying alone forever by choice, but right now alone for now by choice. Now how do I explain this to Mr. Cling from work? He's so strange and desperate, where's the damn mystery and the chase.
So just read back through this and realised how it started... ''I don't have much to say...'' haha clearly I needed a rant. Well, now I feel better and back to my reading, lounging, eating and if I require a hug, there's three people in this house, a german shepard dog and four lovely fat rats.
Early Christmas dress up at work
salliss:
Who? Who who who?
alaskanabraska:
A guy from work...