alackofoxygen

fuck europe is amazing.... can't believe it's already over.... a week goes by so soon! ugh.... it was a really dark feeling flying back over these states... had a nightmare while sleeping on the plane about a huge terrorist attack in portland, it was so vivid that it terrified me afterwards. Dreaming about the little red, white, and brown skyscrapers crumbling in thickest white dust, neighborhoods ablaze with nuclear fumes....passenger next to me woke me up, said I kept making strange sounds and moving..... I don't want to be here in this city, this country. I want to go back to my roots in a little German village along a muddy river. But I've gotta keep working for the green to buy the bling bling. FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!