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fuck europe is amazing.... can't believe it's already over.... a week goes by so soon! ugh.... it was a really dark feeling flying back over these states... had a nightmare while sleeping on the plane about a huge terrorist attack in portland, it was so vivid that it terrified me afterwards. Dreaming about the little red, white, and brown skyscrapers crumbling in thickest white dust,...
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tbauc:
Shite
tbauc:
Dollar against the Euro.
no complaints today. doing good, doing fine. healthy and relaxed. pure vegetables and clean water.impeccable mind, dimensions of imagination organized like color on a painting. strong form of life, I can never be held down, In the end I'll have the last laugh.... I've been planning my whole life towards it. no imaginary chains shackled to my thoughts to a cerebral prison, nah, I control...
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the best thing to do when you're outta sleeping pills and can't sleep is to get drunk and pass out... word. i haven't slept in a couple days, my mind is a stressful blur, southern comfort taste so sweet in late night blues.
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lily:
you are not in chat
[Edited on Nov 19, 2004 1:13AM]
[Edited on Nov 19, 2004 1:13AM]
lily:
liar
can't sleep... ran out of sleeping pills... fuck... my mind is a overactive generator of thoughts... spectator of my own memories.... i keep thinking of my childhood tonight for some odd reason, heh, i was such a strange child... so energetic, immature, wound up, directionless, couldn't function around other kids, i had little to no childhood friends.... it was beautiful.... now here i am, sitting...
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lily:
Well, THAT was depressing, call me again sometime.
today was a good day... no, really, it was.. but it was a blood loss inside a violent sound... too many sleeping pills and I'm awake clenching my stomach with vomit drool dangling off chin into a bucket... i wanted to see if these four walls could hold me, rather they boxed me in with nothing but solid dead air.... someday somebody and i are...
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lily:
i've done lots of things since the past few years. You don't really know alot about my life since then, but i stopped through holland when i was in germany many years ago, and i think i told you about that, you should hold your head high when someone compliments you, and e mail me when you have so much to say, cause i'll e mail you back, just type in the little "contact" box when you're on my page.
lily:
and you can try calling me again, if you want.
well I guess the country bumpkins with their red neck agenda won this election. fuck......... can I really be surprised? I wish those stupid fucks in the midwest and south would just concentrate on drinking their moonshine and cornholing their sisters behinds in the back of their family farm, and leave the thinking to the rest of us.
lily:
i feel the same way man. yeah so you can get the book on amazon, the character is not based ON me, the photo of me represents her character cherry. have fun, i wish i was going.
fuck. my god, i need so badly to be held and be told by someone that they love me. stopped taking my pills, i guess i'm just addicted to depression, kurt cobain said it best,"I miss the comfort in being sad." very close to the end, i can smell it. i just need a way to do it, safe and painless, i can't stand no...
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i found the hardest word in the english language to say (in my opinion) the word is indubitably. it gives me a headache trying to pronounce it. french is nicer and more fun to speak than english, i think we should abandon all languages and just speak french. je vais devenir ivre comme un pirate aujourd'hui. 
heh. i love being bilingual.
heh. i love being bilingual.so much knowledge i have yet i don't fucking understand anything. i'm so tired. i wish people would could through for me for once, i'm tired of giving and investing in people and having them let me down. i haven't received anything from anyone in so long. and people wonder why i'm so fucking crazy. got sucked into the big nothing with my trust in...
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lily:
no, i believe they sent your book back because they said it was "obscene" material. its the thought that counts, maybe you could send it to me in brooklyn, or where ever i end up.
it rains tonight and it rains in my heart. called several friends on the telephone... no one home.... so i just did tai chi... white crane spreads wings... felt little chi, like my usual abortive attempts with eastern religions, maybe I'm just too christian or white. played piano instead for hours, like many nights, the notes dull for some odd reason, so i left my...
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uswer8024082082084:
hey, i think we have the same problem
i'm hesitant to advocate a political point of view cause I think politics is a very toxic area to be involved in, but I watched Fahrenheit 9/11 for the second time, the first time I watched it in the theater I was crying at the end of it, due to culmination of indigantion. I watched it again tonight with some friends, and I was crying...
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alackofoxygen:
i disagree.... kerry is a piece of shit.... all politicians are pieces of shit.... he voted for the patriot act, the iraq war which i was oppose two years ago knowing it was an abortive war... he should of had the intelligence i had two years ago... he went to Yale and had been a senator for almost twenty years but for some reason i had personally better judgement in deciding that invading Iraq was a bad decision than Kerry did... it doesn't matter, I'm gonna hold my nose while I vote for Kerry before Nov. 2nd cause Bush's regime is just too unjust even for an apolitical guy like me.
mamabunny:
Hi
Do you know the address to write to Lily?
If so, send me an email or something. If not, maybe you might know someone who does.
Thanks
Lindsey
Do you know the address to write to Lily?
If so, send me an email or something. If not, maybe you might know someone who does.
Thanks
Lindsey
heh. there's some funny ass motherfuckers in this city. on the local news tonight they reported a man who sneaks into single womens houses and watches them sleep, some women he randomly punches in their sleep and quickly runs out of the house, some women he just simply watches them sleep. i don't know why but it made me laugh. 
pumpkineater:
yes, i'll have her booking number and mailing address probably later today or tomorrow, saturday at the latest. she got 60 days but w/ the time she's already done and being able to do 2-for-1 days she should be getting out in about a month. i'll post it/leave another comment here for you. i'll probably be visiting her on saturday or sunday depending on when they move her from central booking to jail.