Yanno I'm having a horrible month career wise. Apparently I'm not goig to get the dream job that I wanted so badly. Meaning i wasted 300 bucks on a new suit. Two I worked my butt off to pass a yearly certification and I passed. Come to find out two days later I been ordered to go back to "training because someone else failed and its logistically better for me to go instead of them. Well I don't fawkin wanna go. It seems like my life is never truly under my control. Now my laptops fuckin' up and I cant afford a new one.
I walked around my good intentions
And found that there were none
I blamed my father for the wasted years
We hardly talked
I never thought I would forget this hate
Then a phone call made me realize
Im wrong
If I dont make it known that
Ive loved you all along
Just like the sunny days that
We ignore because
Were all dumb & jaded
And I hope to God I figure out
Whats wrong
I walked around my room
Not thinking
Just sinking in this box
I blame myself for being too much
Like somebody else
I never thought I would just
Bend this way
Then a phone call made me realize
Im wrong
4 A.M. - Our Lady Peace
Difference between this song and my thoughts is that I hate my pops, it's his fault and I wont forgive his dumb ass. More like this song.
Its hard to wake up, when the shades have been pulled shut
This house is haunted, its so pathetic, it makes no sense at all
Im ripe with things to say, the words rot and fall away
If a stupid poem could fix this home, Id read it every day
So heres your holiday,
Hope you enjoy it this time, you gave it all away
It was mine, so when your dead and gone,
Will you remember this night, twenty years now lost,
Its not right.
The anger hurts my ears, been running strong for seven years
Rather then fix the problem, they never solve them, it makes no sense at all
I see them everyday, we get along so why cant they?
If this is what he wants, and its what she wants,then whys there so much pain?
So heres your holiday,
Hope you enjoy it this time, you gave it all away.
It was mine,so when your dead and gone,
Will you remember this night, twenty years now lost,
Its not right.
So heres your holiday,
Hope you enjoy it this time, you gave it all away.
It was mine,so when your dead and gone,
Will you remember this night, twenty years now lost,
Its not right
Its not right
Its not right
Its not right
Stay together for the kids - Blink 182
I walked around my good intentions
And found that there were none
I blamed my father for the wasted years
We hardly talked
I never thought I would forget this hate
Then a phone call made me realize
Im wrong
If I dont make it known that
Ive loved you all along
Just like the sunny days that
We ignore because
Were all dumb & jaded
And I hope to God I figure out
Whats wrong
I walked around my room
Not thinking
Just sinking in this box
I blame myself for being too much
Like somebody else
I never thought I would just
Bend this way
Then a phone call made me realize
Im wrong
4 A.M. - Our Lady Peace
Difference between this song and my thoughts is that I hate my pops, it's his fault and I wont forgive his dumb ass. More like this song.
Its hard to wake up, when the shades have been pulled shut
This house is haunted, its so pathetic, it makes no sense at all
Im ripe with things to say, the words rot and fall away
If a stupid poem could fix this home, Id read it every day
So heres your holiday,
Hope you enjoy it this time, you gave it all away
It was mine, so when your dead and gone,
Will you remember this night, twenty years now lost,
Its not right.
The anger hurts my ears, been running strong for seven years
Rather then fix the problem, they never solve them, it makes no sense at all
I see them everyday, we get along so why cant they?
If this is what he wants, and its what she wants,then whys there so much pain?
So heres your holiday,
Hope you enjoy it this time, you gave it all away.
It was mine,so when your dead and gone,
Will you remember this night, twenty years now lost,
Its not right.
So heres your holiday,
Hope you enjoy it this time, you gave it all away.
It was mine,so when your dead and gone,
Will you remember this night, twenty years now lost,
Its not right
Its not right
Its not right
Its not right
Stay together for the kids - Blink 182
and i'm pretty sure it's a rule that some aspect of your life must be out of control at all times. if things are ever perfect, that's how you know you have five minutes left to live. or, er, something like that.....