I don't know where I've been but I have all the scrapes and bruises to prove it. Jarrod and I have been spending money like crazy on actual stuff we need(for a change).
I have a downright passionate hate for christmas now. I've decided to not even bother with the whole fucking idea. I am not sure but I think I dislike my in-laws more...
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So my gramma came and took my cat today but in return gave me a flat of Pepsi and some bamboo. 
And I am worried by who they speak about me having my gramma look after my cat. Like I hate cats and never want him again. All I can think about is the christmas when I was thirteen, I came home and my dog...
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And I am worried by who they speak about me having my gramma look after my cat. Like I hate cats and never want him again. All I can think about is the christmas when I was thirteen, I came home and my dog...
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actuallynotyou:
I use to have the same problem, veering into oncoming traffic, wanting to shoot people for no reason (I dont own a gun), step in front of a bus. Now I have zero desire to kill myself but all the same the toughts were there..
I'm sorry about your cat, I can't imagine leaving my dog or giving it away..
I'm sorry about your cat, I can't imagine leaving my dog or giving it away..
bombshellbetty:
Being angry isn't becoming? Ha! That reminds me of a line I always use when someone tells me to "behave!" I always say that I am behaving, it's just how I behave, hehe... Not sure what that has to do with anything, but there you go! *smooch*
Clothes at Costco? Well, I like shopping at Target and Winners, so what do I know?
Clothes at Costco? Well, I like shopping at Target and Winners, so what do I know?
I want to be happy and somehow it seems I obligated to a string of annoyances. I can't communicate. There seems no way out, it seems that I can't hide. That from each knot I try to untangle myself it infects me. I paint myself happy looking colours just so it keeps everyone else pacified and content. I need to be alone. I am tired...
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coheed:
christmas trees have a great smell, one of my favorites 
tiamat:
we are all entitled to blowing up. god i can be a raging bitch to my best friend. we yelled at each other for a whole hour in the car last night. but it is a mutual love hate relationship so i figure i am only part responsible. 
My gramma is coming to take my cat away this weekend. Poor kitty, I hated living with my gramma. He will soon be fat kitty.
Stupid pregnancy and its stupid rules. I want a fucking martini and tattoo and to binge on caffine products. I wanna do it all at once. Then I am gonna walk to the store with no pain or puking, wear...
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Stupid pregnancy and its stupid rules. I want a fucking martini and tattoo and to binge on caffine products. I wanna do it all at once. Then I am gonna walk to the store with no pain or puking, wear...
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dementia_____:
I wish.
..."KABOOM!"
..."KABOOM!"
bombshellbetty:
Haha! I totally know what you mean. What's with people expecting you to give a crap about their opinions? I get that all the time.
"And you think I care because...???"
"And you think I care because...???"
I slept twelve hours 
lucky me. I haven't slept that much in months. Now I am just really hungry. I want cookies and turkey.
I really hate plastic. It creeps me out to think about it. It makes me think of corpses being filled with formaldahyde. Maybe this means I am completely psycho, not just a little as previously thought.
I WANT A TATTOO! I...
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lucky me. I haven't slept that much in months. Now I am just really hungry. I want cookies and turkey.
I really hate plastic. It creeps me out to think about it. It makes me think of corpses being filled with formaldahyde. Maybe this means I am completely psycho, not just a little as previously thought.
I WANT A TATTOO! I...
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dementia_____:
*Beep!* 
godlessnerd:
Damnit! My bug eating days have once again come and bit me right in the ass! haha. Oh well, wouldn't want your Jarrod to beat me up or anything anyways hehe He should let you come to the staff party though, what a meany hehe.
Oh yeah, i hate organic food too... if it ain't pumped full of mind and body altering chemicals, i will not touch it.
[Edited on Nov 27, 2003 2:20PM]
He should let you come to the staff party though, what a meany hehe.
Oh yeah, i hate organic food too... if it ain't pumped full of mind and body altering chemicals, i will not touch it.
[Edited on Nov 27, 2003 2:20PM]
I have had no naps today. I am exhausted. But look its almost real bedtime. I am never sleepy at real bedtime.
Yep, my computer is a slut. She's got all kinds of viruses.
I uploaded new pics, and comic I made a few years ago. Starring me as Mania and haha Dementia as Dementia. It doesn't make sense, it's only funny to me, I...
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Yep, my computer is a slut. She's got all kinds of viruses.
I uploaded new pics, and comic I made a few years ago. Starring me as Mania and haha Dementia as Dementia. It doesn't make sense, it's only funny to me, I...
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gigi:
I love your Glam Rock name - I want to steal it! 
Happy painting!
Happy painting!
godlessnerd:
yeah a but painting would be fun Butt... hehe, i'd probably forget to take it off and i'd sit everywhere and then i would have butt prints on all of my chairs and couches
Butt... hehe, i'd probably forget to take it off and i'd sit everywhere and then i would have butt prints on all of my chairs and couches ever so slowly my computer is regressing into a Commodore 64.
I can't change the creepy picture with no eyes. But it did let me add Jarrod to my pics. He says, he no longer has sideburns. I don't know how that is really relevant, I no longer can cram my boobs into the jacket in my profile pic.
Current gripe, big boobs. I hate...
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I can't change the creepy picture with no eyes. But it did let me add Jarrod to my pics. He says, he no longer has sideburns. I don't know how that is really relevant, I no longer can cram my boobs into the jacket in my profile pic.
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dementia_____:
I FUCKING LOVE IT!
wow. it looks even better. i didnt think it ever could look this good!
(on a bad note, ryan just took off in his car after drinking a mickey of rum)
wow. it looks even better. i didnt think it ever could look this good!
(on a bad note, ryan just took off in his car after drinking a mickey of rum)
dementia_____:
Nope. Me neither. Hes back now. loser.
fucking loser.
I liek the comic. Is it still being worked on? or are you done? because it does look good dear. really.
but hey, what do i know, im the untalented, "material come er uper with grrl" i dont even draw that. i just act stupid and say stupid things and you make it look good.
hah.,
~A
fucking loser.
I liek the comic. Is it still being worked on? or are you done? because it does look good dear. really.
but hey, what do i know, im the untalented, "material come er uper with grrl" i dont even draw that. i just act stupid and say stupid things and you make it look good.
hah.,
~A
My computer is being a bitch. I am going to take her to the computer store this week before I try to 'fix' her.
I spent my time in Victoria sleeping in the car. When I went to my apartment to pick up my stuff, there was no glass on the window leading to the fire escape. I am very short, I could have broke...
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dementia_____:
Hah! This is why i like you. You make me smile.
I like the names you give me, but dementia suits me well at this time.
*patpat* Oooooh. I saw one of my boy cousins begging for smokes on the street on my way to dennys, i asked him what he was doing, and he pretended to not know me, then i told him i was taking him to my house and he ran off. Stupid kid.
thsi was weird.
anyways, that boring. i stop now.
xoxo~Meeeeeeeee
I like the names you give me, but dementia suits me well at this time.
*patpat* Oooooh. I saw one of my boy cousins begging for smokes on the street on my way to dennys, i asked him what he was doing, and he pretended to not know me, then i told him i was taking him to my house and he ran off. Stupid kid.
thsi was weird.
anyways, that boring. i stop now.
xoxo~Meeeeeeeee
godlessnerd:
No, i don't have any rashes, though, if i did, i would spread it to as many people as i could, so that i am not the only one suffering. That is the way i look at the world, if i am in pain, everyone else had better be too.
I love getting no sleep, besides the fact that I feel sick for the whole day. Oh well...
I love getting no sleep, besides the fact that I feel sick for the whole day. Oh well...
I have to wake up in seven hours, I am gonna be really really bitchy. Sorry hon.
Just have to say it again, TAX MONEY!
We bought an actual computer desk and chair. I so happy, see ______ No more cramped art deco vanity with no mirror or 30 yr old make my legs go numb chair. I put it all together myself, I used...
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Just have to say it again, TAX MONEY!
We bought an actual computer desk and chair. I so happy, see ______
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godlessnerd:
WOO! See, now we are computer chair buddies too, along with our AWESOME club that we already have wicked names for. Diablo, wow! I didn't know people still played that, that is amazing!!!
dementia_____:
I was watching the santa parade before, in my last post. I just said that everyone abandoned their baby strollers to watch the parade. So i was gonna steal one.! And people gave me candy canes, so i was gonna save you one.hah.
Yeah. I know about the cats. and im glad the car wasnt stolen.
That would suck.
So. how did the cleaning go?
Is everything out of there now, or is it staying for a bit longer until you can move it?
xo~A
Yeah. I know about the cats. and im glad the car wasnt stolen.
That would suck.
So. how did the cleaning go?
Is everything out of there now, or is it staying for a bit longer until you can move it?
xo~A
Tax Money, Tax Money, Tax Money!
Other than that nothing has happened.
I've been lazy and distant.
I gained a whole three pounds, total weight gain is negative 17.
Jarrod went with me to the doctor, he weighs more then he'd probably like me to say. He also says the baby's heart sounds like a crazy carpet. *nod and smile*
I don't care about Micheal...
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Other than that nothing has happened.
I've been lazy and distant.
I gained a whole three pounds, total weight gain is negative 17.
Jarrod went with me to the doctor, he weighs more then he'd probably like me to say. He also says the baby's heart sounds like a crazy carpet. *nod and smile*
I don't care about Micheal...
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godlessnerd:
Alright SuperAwesome Fluffy uh Racoon Girl, I will be called 'UltraCombo flying uh Kitten Boy'.
As for the arm humping thing, I can't imagine it would be to comfortable for you... because you know, you would be riding my arm... and for me, because, well... it might feel kinda neat actually.
DOWN WITH JESUS
As for the arm humping thing, I can't imagine it would be to comfortable for you... because you know, you would be riding my arm... and for me, because, well... it might feel kinda neat actually.
DOWN WITH JESUS
godlessnerd:
What is so funny about my stats?! hehe.
You should get Dementia to be your pretend wife. Im sure she would be ok with it.
I hope you have fun when you come down to victoria YAY!
You should get Dementia to be your pretend wife. Im sure she would be ok with it.
I hope you have fun when you come down to victoria
YAY!
Margaret bought me 2 packages of out favorite fizzle candy. Theya re bigger than the ones here. I packed one away to give to you as part of a non-christmas present if I see you this month. Hopefully the fizzle wont upset your belly, but, I think it will be ok. Well, I have test I am not prepared for.
Luv Luvs...xoxox~A