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All the days are blurring together and I am sure there is no end. Its all poopy diapers and making bottles. Somehow I am still aware that I am Akuma but I feel like an automated mommy robot. I have to start looking for a job in a couple weeks and I am so exhausted I can't imagine coping. I want to check in the...
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tadzi:
i hear ya
i didnt have to carry, obviously. but ive been ubiquitous in krissies life since then, and shes got twins, so the most we get to sleep (i stay over there for the night constantly) is about 2-3 hours at a time)

TWINS!!
dementia_____:
Dear Miss.
I still have a few more pictures, however my computer is broken and I cant access any secure sites such as email.
Call me anytime you have a free moment if you want to talk or whatever.
I think about you all each day...unfortunatly, school is far beyond horrible and...ugh. I shant get into it.

As soon as I am sure i have money coming in May, I will come and visit.
Youll get that bath and more.

I couldnt figure out how to zip files, but obviously theres plenty of time for that silly stuff.

Say hello to Jarrod and Loki and kiss his wee hairy head for me.
I miss you.

xo~Athanasia
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Loki Helmar. Born February 19th 2004.
5 lbs 15oz. 1:38pm.

puke me soooo tired.
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tiamat:
congrats!!!!!!!!! kiss
sportdeath:
Congratulations!

Can you post some baby pics?

smile
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Mmm I only have a minute to say, I have been in labour all fucking week! It's incredibly irritating. It's just annoying constant moderate contractions. My body is all yucky and I am really pissed off. I want some sushi and a strawberry sundae!!! Maybe I go to the pet store to play with the ferrets. I am sooooooo bored sitting around waiting for the...
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meemee:
awwwwwwwww!!! Congradulations!!!!!!!!!


Loki...thatz beautiful...what does it mean??
kiss
aanya:
Congratulations on the baby! Good name too...correct me if I am wrong but wasnt loki one of the angels banished from heaven? He was a trouble starter right???

You've got some fun times coming up!

kiss kiss
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I have to go peeeee, like always but I want to make new journal entery cause Dementia's conversation with herself in comments irritates me. My computer had a nasty virus for a long time now. And I had no money to fix it. frown But I still had a warranty on it. Yea extendend warranty they gave me a whole new hard drive because mine was...
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dementia_____:
I woke up to Perfidia playing. Someone downloaded it for me and was playing it.....

I will call you tommorow. Hope you had a super Friday the 13th. I am guessing baby wasnt born...I guess my date of the 28th still stands in the baby pool.


I miss you and mr. wifey. It is soo close now.
xo.
ophelia:
*crosses fingers for baby popping out*
kiss
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I don't have anything to say. Christmas is gone now and that makes me happy. I've been intrested in much or had much to say to anyone lately. Which is kindof strange cause usually when I say that I've nothing to say I talk for hours to anyone or anything that well listen. It's getting very close to baby being born day. I am still...
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dementia_____:
You be coming Saturday!
Whooopty Whooop!

*Dances around vacuumed room floor!*
tiamat:
where diiiiddd yooouu gooooo?

how is everything?

kiss
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Dreamscape: I was in Qualicum with two dectives one of which was Jarrod. We were at a crime scene where a family that lived in a church had killed there youngest child. To save it or something. We left in a car and I sat in the back by myself. The detective drove like he was blind. There was only half of the road left...
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tiamat:
frown kiss hope all is well
dementia_____:
Hope you had a suitable holiday at Daniels. Im glad you didnt hvae to go toPville and be at the inlaws.
I still have those things for you. The ones I picked up a while ago, for the baby. I think Ill leave them here, since it IS closer to your house.
Luv Luvs..
Xoxoxooxx~A
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I am having so much trouble with my computer lately. It took me all day to get online and now that I am here I just want to sign off and eat chocolate.

I don't have much to say to anyone. I think I am kindof shut off right now. I stared at the evil tyrannical lamp this afternoon, ok all afternoon convincing myself that...
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godlessnerd:
grilled cheese and ham :|

my sideways buttons is broken, it got stuck
ironstein:
The way I see it, it is ok to hate your family - as long as you have done the " if they were to die tomorrow" assessment. I fail to see how you could forgive and love someone who constantly abuses you mentally or physically.

Whatever gets you through the day.

And - so that you dont think i'm some kind of freak - a punt on a horse is a bet(gamble). An expression we retained from our colonial landlords. smile

Stay cool
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I've been avoiding my computer all week. I have to spend alot of time fixing it and I don't have time for it right now. So the internet is kinda hard to use right now.

I've been making presents all week. Its been taking up so much of my time I haven't played Diablo at all. K, I haven't done the dishes because I am...
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dementia_____:
This aint no small potatoes.
I feel boring.
Its cause I am.
And I had exam which made me bored.
Im Ms.Mc boring.
What are you?
Maybe.....Mrs.McBoring.
hahahahhahahahha....im lame.
*crawls uner a rock to hide*
luv luvs~A
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My lamps are evil. I am not sure which one is instigating the revolt but I will smite him or her. biggrin surreal tongue

I started to listen to NIN to remind me of all those other times I hurt myself and that somehow I am still here. Now I am not too depressed just incredibly manic.

Which would work out in my favour I've had stuff to...
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ironstein:
Just hide all you credit cards when you are Manic.

I preferred my ex when she was manic, but by God she could spend some money.

As to the lamps, turn them off at the wall and see how fucking clever they are then smile

PS If the guy in the photo is the father, Hope for everyons sake, the baby takes after you smile

[Edited on Dec 11, 2003 6:24AM]
dementia_____:
Hey Luv,
Saw Jeff last night at a show. He says "HI" and is planning to visit you and Jarrod in January. Maybe you could find a deli, and he'll buy you lunch? hehe. ok. Im done.
LuvLuvs, ~A
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I avoided my first christmas party! yay, me. Only three or four more to avoid.

I made grasshopper pie, its green and smells good. But I forgot nostick spray stuff so it may difficult to get out of the pan.

I found twenty bucks in the kitchen and it wasn't my twenty bucks or Jarrod's so we spent it on mexican. I ate funny things...
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fred:

take er easy...

maybe you just burn a little more brightly than the rest

this time is the only time
godlessnerd:
mmm free money and mexican food smile YUM!