I have a new video game yah no social life and no feeling in my legs. but its ok, I am not intrested in the outside world, its just the same old bullshit over and over for years and years. So I realized after sleeping only 3 hrs in 2 days (not related to new game) that I choose who my friends are and aren't. Yep, why keep people as friends around who do nothing but annoy me with their endless mimicing behavior, rude comments and blatant insentivity. Because I am fucking crazy!!! Or just incredibly lazy. Or crazy and lazy. I wish my hair would grow faster, that money tree I planted when I was four would finally grow, and someone would make me dinner for a change. I am having trouble spelling, I need sleep. I've sat here just staring at the screen for like ten minutes now. All I can think of is the friends who aren't your friends. Oh well I get a new phone number next week and maybe I won't give it to anyone. And I'll put tinfoil over the window so no one can look inside my house. And quit writing in here. And never go outside. And pretend I am not home, this is all a dream. And maybe I'll get so fat that I won't fit through doorways. Or maybe I could just face my problems and tell you to fuck off. Or keep talking to you out of habit and being miserable and stressed out. Or just be stupid mindless drone and go along with what everyone else wants, never caring what I want. I AM SO SICK OF BAD REALTIONSHIPS!!! I am not putting up with it any more. Not today or tomorrow. I am so stressed out, I just want a sleepy pill or two. At least no one has been by to view my apartment lately, Jarrod decided to help clean. So it's not so clean. I can't wait to move next week. No I know in Nanaimo annoys me. Mind you I will be living alot closer to my family which can be annoying but comes with free food. I can't wait until this baby comes out so I can finish my tattoos and get new ones. Though all I can think about is the horrible morning sickness I went through with my last tattoo. Which is why it isn't finished. I really hope that was a one time incident. My esophogus can't take anymore. That word was really hard to spell, I really need to get over this no sleep for two days and then one whole day of sleep. I need to pack and clean, tell people off, be happy and merriful like my tribal animal is all happy and junk. I am a hummingbird, zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.
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someone tried to buy them once and i started to kick them, as i often do...yeah. but i guess this is not for real. but still. if you wanna loofah or sponge yourself, buy faux.
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yeah. that is all. oh and r.i.p the diner. im sad. i liked all the neato pictures.