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I am very tired, I am watching dumb late night talky shows, I shoulda done that tai chi, I smell like bleach, I wish my hair was bleached, I should sleep, I changed my name, I hope my name doesn't mean donkey pee, I am not satisified with the pictures I posted, I wish I could find my watercolours, I still want new shoes, I don't know if I am moving yet, I keep saying dumb things, but its okay this is all in my head anyway, I can't convince that special someone that I should be naked on this site, I don't care, now that I said that they will read this, my baby is kicking my bladder, my cat stinks, my sink is full of dishes, my head is filled with um stuff?, I should really go outside sometime, I should really meet those other sg victoria girls, I hope the doctor says I can start those happy pills again, so I won't be so damn anti-social and filled with past due teenage angst, I hate how big my stomach is getting, I look like I have some middle age beer gut, I am still pissed off I can't wear my stilettos while I am pregnant, I am pissed off at the casino, I want to move so I can work at the thrift store again, I need to find my stamps to mail those things to sg, I found my camera at least, I haven't called that certain donut shop in two months, yea! for job abandonment, I never got my damage deposit back!!!, I finally got a parking space, I may move in two weeks, but the stupid casino wont tell me!!!, I found a bag of grapes I packed for some reason in a box of paint and pictures, they were all black powder, it took me a long time to figure out what it was, I have to go take a whole bunch of iron pills and prenatal pills, I still miss my happy pills, some guy I never met hates me, my in-laws hate, but my momma loved meeeeee, some weird dog wouldn't let me in my apartment building, my fat cat keeps turning off the answering machine and recording weird messages, the guy at the cornerstore thinks I have some weird cold though I've told him I am pregnant several times, I like him, I like Pepsi Vanilla, I waste my money on crap I never use, I am glad that its been all grey and rainy, I've spent too much time in Port Alberni this summer where its all hot and dry, I have to go to Port this week for a yucky prenatal appointment, I hate being poked where it hurts, I hate peeing in cups, I have no aim for peeing in cups, I have more to say but I am passing out, and what about the children, the children!!! I can't save them all.