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mmm, ever since I've come home my cats won't leave me alone, like I smell like cat nip. I probably do, sleeping in my neighbours garden with all the slugs and cow dodoo.
And I have been playing with my chinese painting thingy, I don't like it very much. Maybe I'd feel better about it if I painted dead things. Or if I pretended the little fishes and birdies were dead. Yeah that may work.
I am still too depressed to tell my secret, yep far too depressed. But I found some cute shoes I have to buy, they're spring shoes, but they are cute.
Yea fall is almost here!!! I love fall, it has all the best things. Like Halloween and my birthday, and candy. I wonder what presents I'll get, maybe a new blender. Though I am not allowed to blend little fishes anymore.
And maybe by then I can be working in my favourite place, making lots and lots of money. But living in that annoying middle part of the island. The more north I go, the less I like it.
What does it matter anyway? I'll die and that will be that. *note the doctor cut me off my happy pills
I miss the happy pink pills, I really, really miss them!
AND I WANT NEW SHOES! I haven't bought shoes in like a month, wait no I bought shoes last week. Hmm, you see the problem with no happy pills, I shop to happiness. Yep good thing Mr.Visa doesn't come out to play with me anymore. Bad thing I became too freaked out to work and have only worked one week in two months.
hmm, I think I am gonna go melt my records.
damn, now all I can think of is those stupid pills.
its all connected...

and i am gone forever,
Gloomiest Cookie